I look inside myself and see my heart is Black
what am I to do with myself huh?
*shrug*
my depression has once again transformed into indifference..or numbness
or something similar fuck knows coz i sure don't.
the world won't stop spinning just coz i'm still not over my breakdown.
gotta keep moving. sometimes slowly and sometimes a bit faster.
I refuse to be one of those sad ppl stuck in this position their whole lives!!
I will get my mediocre life with wife/hubby pets house garden and a job that sucks away my life's light.
Even if it kills me.
but ask me again when my feelings return.
"it's not easy facing up when your whole world is Black"
*shrug*
my depression has once again transformed into indifference..or numbness
or something similar fuck knows coz i sure don't.
the world won't stop spinning just coz i'm still not over my breakdown.
gotta keep moving. sometimes slowly and sometimes a bit faster.
I refuse to be one of those sad ppl stuck in this position their whole lives!!
I will get my mediocre life with wife/hubby pets house garden and a job that sucks away my life's light.
Even if it kills me.
but ask me again when my feelings return.
"it's not easy facing up when your whole world is Black"