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I have hated possibly every second of this week, but on the plus side, it has gone by very quickly. My mind is thinking about so many things at the moment and I have completely forgotten what school without meetings every single lunch is like? This madness has to stop after the panto and winter wonderland. I am pulling out of organising stuff completely. I know this may come across as me being a petty little bitch but let me just explain. Firstly I am really sick of this school and the people you have to deal with to make things happen (apart from Mr. Dyson. I hate it how some students like myself do so much work, and get no credit for it, Mr. Nutt must of said about 1 positive thing to our team. I also hate getting the Sixth Form students to cooperate - all you get is excuses and complaints. I have also fallen significantly behind with my work, and I have some really high grades to meet to go to the University I want to, and to do well, I need to study really hard. So that’s why, I’m sorry to who ever I am letting down - but that’s just a decision I have decided to make and my subject teachers have all told me it’s the right thing to do.
On a brighter note I have some good news. Lancaster wrote me a letter and a package offering me a double offer, saying that if I didn’t get AAB to get in to Advertising and Marketing (one of their most popular courses) they would accept me for Marketing at ABB, I take this is a good sign seeing as I only applied for the marketing and advertising. I also got another offer from Manchester! They sent me a package and a letter in the post, saying that they would take me for the Marketing course for AAB. I was completely shocked and over the moon with this. Before the summer it wouldn’t of occurred to me of applied to Manchester for 2 reasons, firstly both my parents went there and I thought it would be SO incredibly gay if I went, and secondly the only course I was really interested in applying for there was the marketing, and that is the best marketing course in the England, and I just didn’t think I would EVER EVER have even a tincy wincy chance of getting in. However when I was doing my application I had to fill in one more course, and I was talking to teachers and my parents and everyone kept on saying what about Manchester? And then my dad and Nesbit was like just apply for it anyway, take a chance- my dad said I could at least say I applied for Manchester even if I’d get rejected (my dad is SO pro me going)! So yeah, now I’m completely stuck, because it would be a really good opportunity to go there, but I’m not 100% sure I’ll get the grades and I’d hate to build my hopes up. My dad is on a Manchester University campaign, I swear to god it won’t be long until he puts posters up around my house advertising the bloody University. He thinks it would continue to the tradition because someone from each generation of my family since Manchester University started has gone to Manchester, and I would be that continuation person. Oh golly so many things to decide. It’s def between Lancaster, Leeds, Manchester, Newcastle (if I get an offer), and Loughborough (if I even send my art foundation application off!) Never in a million years would ever think where I would be in a position where I would be able to choose, always thought I’d just get one offer and I’d have to go there! Going back to the UK for sure in January to go the open day at Lancaster and have a look at all my choices when the Uni’s are running.
I have a contemplation as to what I am going to do this weekend. I am torn between going out, or not going out? You see I am so so tired, but on Friday I have a party to go to and also on Saturday I have a party to go to, but I also have to get so much work done and be energised for next week. Saturday night is going to be better I think, but doesn’t mean Friday won’t be rocking either. I am also tight on money at the moment, I will probably end up spending $100 of my allowance on my family’s Christmas presents. Leaving me $260 for the WHOLE of December, what shit. I may ask for money for Christmas in advance. Hmmm.
Also next weekend is going to be AMAZING. Friday is winter wonderland, but then I am taking out Simon and possibly Sara’s sister for a bloody wicked night out. And then Saturday it’s zouk out where I will dance to Jupiter and back. Shall be interesting… Oh and then it’s the Panto. Which p.s. will be the best. Today was such shit though, and I wanted to shove a pole through someone’s eye.
Anyway I have to write an essay on periglacial environments what fun. Golly I just realised how much shit is in this entry. SORRRY!!!
On a brighter note I have some good news. Lancaster wrote me a letter and a package offering me a double offer, saying that if I didn’t get AAB to get in to Advertising and Marketing (one of their most popular courses) they would accept me for Marketing at ABB, I take this is a good sign seeing as I only applied for the marketing and advertising. I also got another offer from Manchester! They sent me a package and a letter in the post, saying that they would take me for the Marketing course for AAB. I was completely shocked and over the moon with this. Before the summer it wouldn’t of occurred to me of applied to Manchester for 2 reasons, firstly both my parents went there and I thought it would be SO incredibly gay if I went, and secondly the only course I was really interested in applying for there was the marketing, and that is the best marketing course in the England, and I just didn’t think I would EVER EVER have even a tincy wincy chance of getting in. However when I was doing my application I had to fill in one more course, and I was talking to teachers and my parents and everyone kept on saying what about Manchester? And then my dad and Nesbit was like just apply for it anyway, take a chance- my dad said I could at least say I applied for Manchester even if I’d get rejected (my dad is SO pro me going)! So yeah, now I’m completely stuck, because it would be a really good opportunity to go there, but I’m not 100% sure I’ll get the grades and I’d hate to build my hopes up. My dad is on a Manchester University campaign, I swear to god it won’t be long until he puts posters up around my house advertising the bloody University. He thinks it would continue to the tradition because someone from each generation of my family since Manchester University started has gone to Manchester, and I would be that continuation person. Oh golly so many things to decide. It’s def between Lancaster, Leeds, Manchester, Newcastle (if I get an offer), and Loughborough (if I even send my art foundation application off!) Never in a million years would ever think where I would be in a position where I would be able to choose, always thought I’d just get one offer and I’d have to go there! Going back to the UK for sure in January to go the open day at Lancaster and have a look at all my choices when the Uni’s are running.
I have a contemplation as to what I am going to do this weekend. I am torn between going out, or not going out? You see I am so so tired, but on Friday I have a party to go to and also on Saturday I have a party to go to, but I also have to get so much work done and be energised for next week. Saturday night is going to be better I think, but doesn’t mean Friday won’t be rocking either. I am also tight on money at the moment, I will probably end up spending $100 of my allowance on my family’s Christmas presents. Leaving me $260 for the WHOLE of December, what shit. I may ask for money for Christmas in advance. Hmmm.
Also next weekend is going to be AMAZING. Friday is winter wonderland, but then I am taking out Simon and possibly Sara’s sister for a bloody wicked night out. And then Saturday it’s zouk out where I will dance to Jupiter and back. Shall be interesting… Oh and then it’s the Panto. Which p.s. will be the best. Today was such shit though, and I wanted to shove a pole through someone’s eye.
Anyway I have to write an essay on periglacial environments what fun. Golly I just realised how much shit is in this entry. SORRRY!!!