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People can think what they want about me. That's an obvious. Does that stop me from being the person that I am? Not one bit; and I will say that with honesty. I know what goes on in my life. I have my idea of how my friends and girlfriend feel about me.
Nobody thinks how I think, and nobody ever will. Nobody has the same outlook on life as someone else. They may have general ideas in which they agree and disagree. But everyone thinks differently. I will not let other people affect the decisions in my life, unless I think they are telling me the correct thing. But the correct thing in someone's mind, is totally different in anothers.
I know the talks I have with my friends and girlfriend. No one knows the emotion that goes into certain talks. People can talk all they want, but I know what I "believe" is the truth. The truth to one person, may be different to another. That is obvious in this county. I've accepted that. No one will tell me the truth other than what I believe. If they do, I will walk the other way. This does not mean I'm blind to certain situations, it simply means I'm smart enough to make my own decisions, and I know every consequence that may come from it.
My friends are important to me, but only the ones I accept. The ones I believe are true friends. If they turn out not to be true friends, I'll accept that as it comes. Once again, I know the consequences to every situation.
Everyone only has an idea how I think, and how I feel. Some don't even have that.
I know how I will make my life. Successful. It doesn't matter how long it takes. I will do something I love for a living. I will not be just another person working in a factory like so many Americans. Those people know what work is like, and I feel like they know it a little too much. Some deserve to be there, some don't.
No one is mature in every aspect of life. But I will strive to become the most mature person I can. I will realize the important things in life, and push out the things that I feel will not matter one bit in the end. If it turns up that they mattered, and I shoved them away, I will be the first to tell you I was wrong.
I will regret nothing in my life. And I say that with confidence. I will learn from every mistake I make. Maybe not right away, but eventually I will. If this means hurting myself, then that's what it has to be.
I read people on a day to day basis. Does that mean my reading is correct? Definantly not. I look at others situations to learn what I will do, and what I will not do. My reading of a person may be totally opposite of how they actually feel, but I'm working on it. I believe it will help my outlook on life. Maybe it will hurt it, but I'm willing to see.
I have so many thoughts rambling through my head day in and day out that I have to put them somewhere; and if it means this livejournal, then that's what I will do. You can choose to read them or not, doesn't make it difference to me. The only reason I'm putting them here is so I can look at these a couple months or years from now.
We all have something that digs at us, Atleast we dig each other.
Nobody thinks how I think, and nobody ever will. Nobody has the same outlook on life as someone else. They may have general ideas in which they agree and disagree. But everyone thinks differently. I will not let other people affect the decisions in my life, unless I think they are telling me the correct thing. But the correct thing in someone's mind, is totally different in anothers.
I know the talks I have with my friends and girlfriend. No one knows the emotion that goes into certain talks. People can talk all they want, but I know what I "believe" is the truth. The truth to one person, may be different to another. That is obvious in this county. I've accepted that. No one will tell me the truth other than what I believe. If they do, I will walk the other way. This does not mean I'm blind to certain situations, it simply means I'm smart enough to make my own decisions, and I know every consequence that may come from it.
My friends are important to me, but only the ones I accept. The ones I believe are true friends. If they turn out not to be true friends, I'll accept that as it comes. Once again, I know the consequences to every situation.
Everyone only has an idea how I think, and how I feel. Some don't even have that.
I know how I will make my life. Successful. It doesn't matter how long it takes. I will do something I love for a living. I will not be just another person working in a factory like so many Americans. Those people know what work is like, and I feel like they know it a little too much. Some deserve to be there, some don't.
No one is mature in every aspect of life. But I will strive to become the most mature person I can. I will realize the important things in life, and push out the things that I feel will not matter one bit in the end. If it turns up that they mattered, and I shoved them away, I will be the first to tell you I was wrong.
I will regret nothing in my life. And I say that with confidence. I will learn from every mistake I make. Maybe not right away, but eventually I will. If this means hurting myself, then that's what it has to be.
I read people on a day to day basis. Does that mean my reading is correct? Definantly not. I look at others situations to learn what I will do, and what I will not do. My reading of a person may be totally opposite of how they actually feel, but I'm working on it. I believe it will help my outlook on life. Maybe it will hurt it, but I'm willing to see.
I have so many thoughts rambling through my head day in and day out that I have to put them somewhere; and if it means this livejournal, then that's what I will do. You can choose to read them or not, doesn't make it difference to me. The only reason I'm putting them here is so I can look at these a couple months or years from now.
We all have something that digs at us, Atleast we dig each other.