Realization.......

[angels_dilemma]

Do you ever realize that your actions might be or will hurt another person
and also realize that you dont want to but can't stop?!?!
Have you done something and regretted(sp) it not because it wasn't right
at the moment but because it's not right afterwords(if that makes any sense)?!?
Your life is the best it's been in awhile, may be even year, and you are
happy as HELL about it but then you talk to someone that makes your
realize that some of the thing you have done might hurt someone in the near future,
what do you do? what do you do when you have no idea of what the next day is going
to bring to your table!? What happens when your past resurface and brings a side of
you that you dont want to show, but you can't help but have, like and embrace!?
How do you make it right, once you have wrong a person so much? How do you make it
right, once you've hurt a person that means SOO much?!

I hate to love days like this, since they make me nostalgic and make me thing of
all sorts of stuff...I hate having time to myself to think because I over think
situations, specially after someone has shun the light on something drama worthy.