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Actual NY update coming later, I'm currently working through my written holiday diary- so it'll be a short while ^.^
I will mention a freaky-ass dream I had on holiday though, as the memory of it is still haunting me a little and writing usually gets rid of the lingering dream ghost.
I was back in secondary school, and started looking for Medic. However, although I knew I had a boyfriend, I had a mental block as to who he was and what he looked like. It was the sort of feeling when you know a song lyric or the name of something, that whole 'it's on the tip of my tongue' syndrome. Now usually that's nothing more than a mild annoyance until you wake at 3am knowing EXACTLY what you needed to remember, but in the dream it was terrifying- I remember panicking that something was wrong with me, and feeling like a huge part of me was missing and would never be found. I woke up in a mini frenzy and just had to reach over and reassure myself he was still there!
Damn freaky psycho-nightmares. What happened to the good old monsters chasing me kind of fear? Less of the mindgames, more of the giant squids ^.^
I will mention a freaky-ass dream I had on holiday though, as the memory of it is still haunting me a little and writing usually gets rid of the lingering dream ghost.
I was back in secondary school, and started looking for Medic. However, although I knew I had a boyfriend, I had a mental block as to who he was and what he looked like. It was the sort of feeling when you know a song lyric or the name of something, that whole 'it's on the tip of my tongue' syndrome. Now usually that's nothing more than a mild annoyance until you wake at 3am knowing EXACTLY what you needed to remember, but in the dream it was terrifying- I remember panicking that something was wrong with me, and feeling like a huge part of me was missing and would never be found. I woke up in a mini frenzy and just had to reach over and reassure myself he was still there!
Damn freaky psycho-nightmares. What happened to the good old monsters chasing me kind of fear? Less of the mindgames, more of the giant squids ^.^