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I might leave, in about a month, to spend 2 months in Japan working as the cultural liason between an Indian engineer and a rather brilliant Japanese proff.... Pros: Great experience, and while it'll be really challenging since I've never done it before, I think I could mostly enjoy it... Cons: It's in Kyushu (aka, middle of nowhere... like a 4 hour train ride to Tokyo) and then I might miss out on the chance to live with Bini (or Bishi) over the summer.
I can't decide if I want it to work out or not... I mean, if it doesnt work out, I'm basically mostly sitting on my hands for two months, getting paid to take courses (and hang out with friends)... Which is nice. (especially since I've discovered that the people Bini lives with are almost all really fun... the fact that all of them are cute doesnt hurt either, but...) And if it does work out... Thats pretty awesome too, right? And I mean, of course I already gave my boss my "I'd love to!" because... really, I dont have much of a choice in the matter...
See, if this proff were in Tokyo? I'd not even question which to do. (I'm so a Kanto girl its not even funny)
Then again, I find it interesting that I'm kinda thinking about something where I have absolutely no control over.. I guess it just that I think I still SHOULD have control over something like this (I mean, come on, doesnt it seem like a decision I would have to make?) But I totally dont.
Rargh.
I can't decide if I want it to work out or not... I mean, if it doesnt work out, I'm basically mostly sitting on my hands for two months, getting paid to take courses (and hang out with friends)... Which is nice. (especially since I've discovered that the people Bini lives with are almost all really fun... the fact that all of them are cute doesnt hurt either, but...) And if it does work out... Thats pretty awesome too, right? And I mean, of course I already gave my boss my "I'd love to!" because... really, I dont have much of a choice in the matter...
See, if this proff were in Tokyo? I'd not even question which to do. (I'm so a Kanto girl its not even funny)
Then again, I find it interesting that I'm kinda thinking about something where I have absolutely no control over.. I guess it just that I think I still SHOULD have control over something like this (I mean, come on, doesnt it seem like a decision I would have to make?) But I totally dont.
Rargh.