Getting Over Myself
Recently I thought I still had feelings for my ex-wife when in reality I'm just suffering from loneliness. I think this is why I decided to have a long distance relationship. It's pushing me to not feel so lonely just because I don't have 24/7 companionship like I used to have. I'm too touchy feely and emotional at times so this is helping me learn to deal with what I feel is loneliness. I've always had this feeling like I could be in a crowded mall and feel so alone still. It's because I do not have anyone offline that truly understands me or what I am about. So I am working at it :) slowly but surely hehe.
I also have some big plans to have my own house by the end of the year. This will be a step closer to being able to have my love move here :D
I also have some big plans to have my own house by the end of the year. This will be a step closer to being able to have my love move here :D