Feb 15, 2006 15:00
wow...just like kenneth i have rdiscovered you again lj. i guess we turn to u in our time or need or self-expression.
so i realize how really gullible i am. REALLY. like dayum!
ok so i wasnt even lookn 4 a relationship with buddy right. 1st it was awkward how frienly he was tryna be. and then its like uhhh i dont want ur number but ima say sure give it to me cuz im too polite to put him out there. so i dint xpect him to call me or txt me or nutn but he did. and such...wanna chill? uhh...i really dont wanna chill with u. but hey we can be friends and see each other at public parties or what not. but there goes alina again not knowing how to say no. its so awkward. and then. my heavenly salvation came in the form of a good friend with a lot of knowledge to impart upon me.
yes there are bad and good stereotypes. good stereotypes are good right? RIGHT? wrong. thats why its called a sterortype. it doesnt fit with everyone. so i was fooled, conned and misled. or just being my gullible self until my heavenly salvation came along and taught me better. thank gosh i knew that i wasnt going to be any kind of friendly with buddy besides friendship frenly. or perhaps even thats too frenly since my salvation says, and i quote: "dont even let him breathe on you/near you" hah...
looks and actions are so deceiving.
ok. im OFFICIALLY happy to be single. despite my moanings and groanings.