Jul 12, 2005 08:37
boy can i commiserate with jasmine. is that the right word? aka. i agree and do feel u.
my mom has lost her stealth. she has all out told me in the car last thursday: GO JOIN AN ASIAN CLUB AND GO MEET *PEOPLE*. gee...are we talking about people or a nice asian guy you can bring home to the family. poor dears. but poor me too!!! am i pushing away my heritage?? i think i am. maybe i should try. i havent even put in a conscious effort to make friends with asians. but then again............but then again what? how suckers. im like mom...u better tell dad not to expect too much. since she was tellin me: u kno u'r dad wants an asian guy right??
i have seen into the futuuuuuure.....great strife lies ahead.....wherefore art thou end. orrrrr..............i can shock myself and all my friends and BAM!! bring home and asian dude i shall happily marry and have 2.5 kids with. i'm not a pushover so u'll stick with it or give up. and then mom had this mini spiel about how cultures are different and how itll be hard to communicate. it'll be hard if i marry a guy from the north because north and south are so different (CHina that is). now what if i went and married a guy like that. and then i gotta think about this and that.....last time i checked, I was gettin married not the whole family. but then again isnt it always like that. marriage is to the family not the individual. hah, jazzy. u'r dating a caucausian dude, wait til my parents find out i dated a haitian dude. dramatics. its hard being a second generation-er cuz i think culture and race dont come into play as much. cuz i sure dont look at color everytime i meet someone new.
so the seaquarium was fun. well fun in a working job way. we saw what we came to saw. being in charge wasnt hard. rained once. safe trip. got paid. kids left. two thumbs up!! even tho i got a killer cramp in my right calf on the bus and quinton and jamal were LAUGHING THEIR ASSES OFF AT ME!!! thats why i like girls. they care. grrrrr!! well @ least schnell n alex did. =)
dint do anything this wkend!! started my scrapbook. ima love workin on it. i should steal some materials from the camp. i mean!!! uhh...borrow...b-o-r-r-o-w. yes. that. and i dont remember the rest. the gym was a bust since i went at 9 and they closed at 8. booo =(
lol @ the gym. marck n i need to stop playing around. he showed me his *crouchign tiger, hidden dragon* yesterday. durrr....i didnt see much lol. poor guy is sexually frustrated. lol but its fun flirtin with him.
why are mondays so tough at work? my kids lose their speech and language skills and everyone seems to have a listening impediment. i was a whole ton of mad and being mean yesterday. hopefully they'll be better today. omg!! i did my first transfer yesterday....TO THE BATHROOM!!! oh jebus. *shudders* it wasnt so bad at the time but afterwards. eugh. anthony said hsi wrist was hurting or else he'd never have asked me. since im such a good worker shouldnt i get a raise?? thank gosh it was bzness #1 and not #2. phews!
my gym membership is about to expire!!! noooo. im so random at times.
july 12. i shall be back in gville in 28 days. SOB!!! why me! why us!!! sorry regina. regret...crashing in.......back away....reject....abort......*uh....here's my letter of resignation....*
woohooo....i get my math test score back today. if i get 95 or higher ill buy myself something =) i'm such a faker. lookn 4 an xcuse to spend money