Amazing music
The first song played on my random I-tunes : Dead Ringer For Love - meat loaf
"your a real dead ringer for love.... rock n' roll and brew"
thoughts attached to that song: bath tub, crazy sounding voices, last happiness together
The second : A silent night with you - tori amos
"The radio plays my holiday faves, it takes me back when our love was new"
thoughts from listening: " how appropriate", very sad, tears
The third: Everyday - Dave Matthews
thoughts: hopeful, new beginnings, enjoying every day and what it has to offer
"pick me up love, from the bottom, up onto the top love... everyday"
The fourth: Always with you - Volbeat
thoughts: ...
"our love for you is for all endless time, alone you never be"
I love the way music can speak right to your soul. Its strange how my i-tunes random sometimes just knows exactly what i need to hear. and sometimes it knows what i dont want to know. I do feel like things will work out in the end, but its very difficult. I feel like I was what to him what "F#1" was to me. I didnt want that to happen. But then I think, no this is not my fault, we only did what we thought was best for our selves at the time. I thought, the separation was suppose to be good for both of us.
I still think it will be, but it may take a while over-all.
I am overall hopeful and honestly happier then I have been a while. As much as I really do not care for JP/PM I am finding it easier to deal with certain attitudes that are found in that location. Which is awesome!
I am pretty proud of myself, but I need to get going on the schooling. I need to figure out how to get unafraid of calling and talking to people. Why is that so hard? It shouldnt be... it probably will become second hand again, once I do it the first time.
I better be going, I have to be taking care of things for the weekend now.
Last song: Here comes the Sun - The beatles
thoughts: BIG SMILE!
"here comes the sun, and I say, its all right"
"your a real dead ringer for love.... rock n' roll and brew"
thoughts attached to that song: bath tub, crazy sounding voices, last happiness together
The second : A silent night with you - tori amos
"The radio plays my holiday faves, it takes me back when our love was new"
thoughts from listening: " how appropriate", very sad, tears
The third: Everyday - Dave Matthews
thoughts: hopeful, new beginnings, enjoying every day and what it has to offer
"pick me up love, from the bottom, up onto the top love... everyday"
The fourth: Always with you - Volbeat
thoughts: ...
"our love for you is for all endless time, alone you never be"
I love the way music can speak right to your soul. Its strange how my i-tunes random sometimes just knows exactly what i need to hear. and sometimes it knows what i dont want to know. I do feel like things will work out in the end, but its very difficult. I feel like I was what to him what "F#1" was to me. I didnt want that to happen. But then I think, no this is not my fault, we only did what we thought was best for our selves at the time. I thought, the separation was suppose to be good for both of us.
I still think it will be, but it may take a while over-all.
I am overall hopeful and honestly happier then I have been a while. As much as I really do not care for JP/PM I am finding it easier to deal with certain attitudes that are found in that location. Which is awesome!
I am pretty proud of myself, but I need to get going on the schooling. I need to figure out how to get unafraid of calling and talking to people. Why is that so hard? It shouldnt be... it probably will become second hand again, once I do it the first time.
I better be going, I have to be taking care of things for the weekend now.
Last song: Here comes the Sun - The beatles
thoughts: BIG SMILE!
"here comes the sun, and I say, its all right"