si phia na lang!
it's not you, it's me. i'm just not ready.
strike1
two straight days in a row, people have mentioned my status over ordinary conversations during lunch. yesterday, the people from my new department decided to each lunch together in the cafeteria to share the leche flan that my boss brought. while having dessert, they decided to exchange answers on what they gave their special someone for christmas. one by one they gave out their answers and the spotlight skipped me for my boss knew i wasn't attached at the moment. after the round, i thought we were going up already and forget about the conversation. but all eyes moved to my face when my boss asked, eh ikaw phia, ano regalo ng mga manliligaw mo? i almost burst into laughter but it's good that i contained my emotions. so people are really concerned about this? =P
strike2
my friend from HR narrated that they were discussing our friend's recent news on having a boyfriend. she's 30 already and she was happy to share to everyone over lunch (that i missed because of first friday duty). when everyone was in the CR fixing up after lunch, one friend did not contain her excitement and just said out loud si phia na lang!
strike3
my parents once shared that they were praying for the right person for me and my sister. they said that they were ready for it already since it's really time and eventually we'd have to settle down.
this morning, i was able to internalize that my status is not really a big deal right now. i'm busy with school, work and other responsibilities and might not have the time to open myself to someone exclusively. it doesn't hurt to go out on dates or text someone occasionally but at this point, i'm not really rushing into getting committed. yes, it may be a bonus in life since you have an "inspiration" and that you get to be motivated and kilig when you see each other or read an SMS. but perhaps it's really not yet time. and i know that even if i seem to busy in life, when he comes, time wouldn't be an issue.
let's just leave it in God's perfect time. so now i go back to our AI project.
strike1
two straight days in a row, people have mentioned my status over ordinary conversations during lunch. yesterday, the people from my new department decided to each lunch together in the cafeteria to share the leche flan that my boss brought. while having dessert, they decided to exchange answers on what they gave their special someone for christmas. one by one they gave out their answers and the spotlight skipped me for my boss knew i wasn't attached at the moment. after the round, i thought we were going up already and forget about the conversation. but all eyes moved to my face when my boss asked, eh ikaw phia, ano regalo ng mga manliligaw mo? i almost burst into laughter but it's good that i contained my emotions. so people are really concerned about this? =P
strike2
my friend from HR narrated that they were discussing our friend's recent news on having a boyfriend. she's 30 already and she was happy to share to everyone over lunch (that i missed because of first friday duty). when everyone was in the CR fixing up after lunch, one friend did not contain her excitement and just said out loud si phia na lang!
strike3
my parents once shared that they were praying for the right person for me and my sister. they said that they were ready for it already since it's really time and eventually we'd have to settle down.
this morning, i was able to internalize that my status is not really a big deal right now. i'm busy with school, work and other responsibilities and might not have the time to open myself to someone exclusively. it doesn't hurt to go out on dates or text someone occasionally but at this point, i'm not really rushing into getting committed. yes, it may be a bonus in life since you have an "inspiration" and that you get to be motivated and kilig when you see each other or read an SMS. but perhaps it's really not yet time. and i know that even if i seem to busy in life, when he comes, time wouldn't be an issue.
let's just leave it in God's perfect time. so now i go back to our AI project.