I need to stop - rewind

Sep 01, 2009 19:24

So, I'm sitting on the couch with my laptop, trying to catch up on Twitter, and texting with my cellphone at the same time. Of course, I loose service half way through the download process for my text message. On the drive home through the pouring rain, I am telling Richard that I checked the building before I left and I have no idea what could have set off the alarm. No, there was no way I could have missed someone. While listening to music, I finished my night time procedures in record time despite a failure on one step. But before that, I was starting my procedures, documenting the new application that is coming with the IP phone system upgrade and managing Helpdesk at the same time.

I must remember to breathe. LJ is breathing. I used to think LJ was so fast pace and full of information. LJ gives me pause and a moment to think. I compose instead react (which is usually with a club or fire extinguisher).

I don't dare look at my calendar. Twenty-nine days and counting. What am I forgetting now? Will I have enough money to pay for it? GAH!

I know the world won't stop. But couldn't it just pause?

the boy, college, work

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