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These past couple weeks have been such a blur. I honestly don't even know where to begin but to say that I've been trying really gosh darn hard to sort things out with myself, with my life, and with so many other things. I promise that I'm getting there and I apologize to anyone who thinks I've been neglectful to you in any way. Not to be cliche but I appreciate everything you all do for me and I appreciate those of you who have always been there for me (don't think I don't know who you are because HECK YESSS I DO!!).
these past couple weeks have been insane. I've barely had 5 minutes at a time to myself. Everyday is the same, school, gym, barn/ride, homework, sleep (if I'm lucky). But for some odd reason I've liked it that way. It keeps me on the right track i guess (I'm a stinkin loooser I kno but I'd have it no other way).
This past weekend was amazing and I feel so blessed. So many good things happened that i just can't ignore. First off there was Jam Session 2005! What NOW?! Paul and I worked soo hard. I can't even remember how many late night sleep deprived 1am practices we had (haha) because of my gosh dang craZy schedule but it was all worth it. Being on that stage is the coolest feeling EVER. What meant the most to me though was being able to play a song that I wrote for a friend of mine and have him hear it. I honestly didn't think he would come but he did and dang that was awesome but I'll keep that between him and I except to Thank him one more time for being there and for letting us make things right, it helps so much knowing that you're there for me and that I can turn to you cause I've been missing that for so long.
COngrats to Charlie for her new found happiness!! I love her so much and it's so good to see my best friend as happy as she has been. No one else could possibly put up with me like she does. and likewise. We're the oddest pair. I love seeing people's reaction when we tell them we're best friends because it's always the same answer, "you KNOW her??" heck yesss I do and I'm proud to say it. Best friends for over 2 years. ANd we've never had a single fight or a single day that we weren't there for each other. That says alot and i don't know where i'd be without her. **so mushy i kno but deal with it people**
There are so many other things i could say but you know what, it doesn't matter because I'm the only one who needs to know it anyways.
these past couple weeks have been insane. I've barely had 5 minutes at a time to myself. Everyday is the same, school, gym, barn/ride, homework, sleep (if I'm lucky). But for some odd reason I've liked it that way. It keeps me on the right track i guess (I'm a stinkin loooser I kno but I'd have it no other way).
This past weekend was amazing and I feel so blessed. So many good things happened that i just can't ignore. First off there was Jam Session 2005! What NOW?! Paul and I worked soo hard. I can't even remember how many late night sleep deprived 1am practices we had (haha) because of my gosh dang craZy schedule but it was all worth it. Being on that stage is the coolest feeling EVER. What meant the most to me though was being able to play a song that I wrote for a friend of mine and have him hear it. I honestly didn't think he would come but he did and dang that was awesome but I'll keep that between him and I except to Thank him one more time for being there and for letting us make things right, it helps so much knowing that you're there for me and that I can turn to you cause I've been missing that for so long.
COngrats to Charlie for her new found happiness!! I love her so much and it's so good to see my best friend as happy as she has been. No one else could possibly put up with me like she does. and likewise. We're the oddest pair. I love seeing people's reaction when we tell them we're best friends because it's always the same answer, "you KNOW her??" heck yesss I do and I'm proud to say it. Best friends for over 2 years. ANd we've never had a single fight or a single day that we weren't there for each other. That says alot and i don't know where i'd be without her. **so mushy i kno but deal with it people**
There are so many other things i could say but you know what, it doesn't matter because I'm the only one who needs to know it anyways.