Fears become reality...
All those little things in the back of your head that really do worry about coming true, they usually do. Such is the case with Kat's mom... I suppose a couple weeks late isn't that bad... But it throws the worst wrench into plans... And I don't mind going to Tampa and staying longer than previously planned. I just hate driving somewhere I've never been--all alone. God I wish Chris could come with me, I'd feel so much better... Someone who I can trust knows what he's doing, or can at least do it sanely without panic, and the fact I love having him with me...
Yes, I'm getting mushier by the day when it comes to him... it bugs me more and more that we're so far apart... This went from not being bothered by it and not thinking it would last to wanting to be together more often than not and thinking that we have a future together. Complete 180... I'm wondering if I'll never actually move to Seattle... because if he and I last till I'm ready to leave here... I get the feeling I'm going to Tampa, not Seattle.
Anyhow, so I'm trying to figure money and routes and stuff for going to the top of Georgia to get Kat and I can't wait to relax with Chris--he's gone four days and I can't wait a week more to see him again. It amazes me how much I'm getting attached. Something about him, I guess, that I can't know. Just like his wondering why I fascinate him so. I guess it's a mutual thing.
In any case, it's been awhile since I wrote, so I thought I'd update you briefly. I'm also getting back into my Vampire: the Masquerade LARPing again. I can't wait.
Loves,
~Rio~
Yes, I'm getting mushier by the day when it comes to him... it bugs me more and more that we're so far apart... This went from not being bothered by it and not thinking it would last to wanting to be together more often than not and thinking that we have a future together. Complete 180... I'm wondering if I'll never actually move to Seattle... because if he and I last till I'm ready to leave here... I get the feeling I'm going to Tampa, not Seattle.
Anyhow, so I'm trying to figure money and routes and stuff for going to the top of Georgia to get Kat and I can't wait to relax with Chris--he's gone four days and I can't wait a week more to see him again. It amazes me how much I'm getting attached. Something about him, I guess, that I can't know. Just like his wondering why I fascinate him so. I guess it's a mutual thing.
In any case, it's been awhile since I wrote, so I thought I'd update you briefly. I'm also getting back into my Vampire: the Masquerade LARPing again. I can't wait.
Loves,
~Rio~