Total rambling
Alright the day at work was shit, crazy as hell but it went by quickly. Just had the best night of my life or as close as I've ever come to prefect. Actually now that I think about it... tonight was my first date. *laughs and dances around grinning like a fool* Started with text messages and then we talked on the phone for a while before we decided he would come up here. Got here early so we sat around watchin' a movie and playin' around and I know that sounds perverted but it's not. It was totally innocent. A little tickling and pushing around, kinda wrestling. He discovered my weakness though, I'm extremely ticklish and he's more than willing to use that against me. Let's see...oh...he smells really good. It's not cologne I don't think maybe his soap. Whatever it is he smells SO good. That sounds a little stalkerish doesn't it? *laughs* Well anyways we went and saw Superman, after a wrong turn here or there. It wasn't as good as some people said it was but it was a decent film. Spilled pop on my shirt but I didn't feel so bad when he spilled too, the cup or lid was faulty I tell ya. Anyways, he missed out on a transport for work, he's a cop in training more or less and they tried to call him about 10 minutes into the movie. He said he didn't know what to do cause he wanted to be out with me and yet he wanted to be at work and get to learn some new stuff. OH OH... he drives a mustang. First one I've ever been in. Man did that make me sound materialistic... I just never thought I would get to ride in one and here I find myself kinda dating a guy who drives one.
First date of my life... kinda weird to think about that. I've never actually had a date before tonight. Sure I've been out with guys but never like this. It was strange...we were touching almost the whole time. Knee against knee, elbow to elbow or shoulder to shoulder. I certainly didn't mind. Oh he's a very gentle person, when we were wrestling he accidentally hit me in the side of the head. Not hard or anything but he stopped right away and was like, "Oh are you ok? Are you sure?" That sounds kinda corny but it was sweet and makes me smile to think about it. We laid around on my bed for a little while, just watchin' tv and talking.
I love his hands. That sounds really, really stalkerish but it's true. Big hands that are a little rough but not overly so. *shrugs* I'm strange I know but hands are a thing with me...that and shoulders. He showed up and I about knocked him over when I hugged him, I was so happy to see him since my roommate isn't very happy with me but I don't wanna think about that now.
Anyways, he's a bigger guy and I love that too. Lots of him to cuddle with. Wow...I think I need to stop now cause I'm only making myself sound more and more crazy. So for now I'm going to go and find something to do. I can't go to sleep just yet, I'm wired.
First date of my life... kinda weird to think about that. I've never actually had a date before tonight. Sure I've been out with guys but never like this. It was strange...we were touching almost the whole time. Knee against knee, elbow to elbow or shoulder to shoulder. I certainly didn't mind. Oh he's a very gentle person, when we were wrestling he accidentally hit me in the side of the head. Not hard or anything but he stopped right away and was like, "Oh are you ok? Are you sure?" That sounds kinda corny but it was sweet and makes me smile to think about it. We laid around on my bed for a little while, just watchin' tv and talking.
I love his hands. That sounds really, really stalkerish but it's true. Big hands that are a little rough but not overly so. *shrugs* I'm strange I know but hands are a thing with me...that and shoulders. He showed up and I about knocked him over when I hugged him, I was so happy to see him since my roommate isn't very happy with me but I don't wanna think about that now.
Anyways, he's a bigger guy and I love that too. Lots of him to cuddle with. Wow...I think I need to stop now cause I'm only making myself sound more and more crazy. So for now I'm going to go and find something to do. I can't go to sleep just yet, I'm wired.