Getting out of CSB!

Mar 18, 2009 22:11

Hello everyone.

First let me say that I started this new journal because the old one was just becomeing wayyyy too much of a hastle for me.

I'm hoping this one I can manage alot better, and also begin to update more frequently.

I'm sooooo happy because I'm transfering out of CSB = The California School for The Blind, and will be returning to my district next year.

For those who don't no about my educational history, just message me and I'll be glad to tell you.

Here are some entrys that I wrote today while I was in school, perhaps they'll be a little more self-explainitory on how I feel when I'm at Kennedy, commpaired to how I feel when I'm at CSB:

3-18-09

8:19 AM

Right now I'm just sitting in Block 1, english / reading literacy, wating for the class to start.
Since today is Wednesday, here at Kennedy we only have 75 minute classes, in sted of 85.

I have no idea why but today I'm in such a happy-go-lucky mood. As if nothing could ruin my day.

I think it partly has to do with the fact that at CSB I'm only going to have 3 classes,
and another one of those is art! Yay again! I love playing with paint, clay, and markers.
Lol I'm such a big-kid at times!

Also next year I won't be going to CSB anymore, *jumps up and down in excightmant*.
I swair I hate that school, with a deep berning passion that goes way down into my soul.
Over there they treet me like I'm fucking 5 years old. It pisses me off in so many ways!

When I'm at Kennedy I feel like I get so much more respect.
Not just from the teachers, but the students as well.

I've found that as of late I've been doing anything to get out of there: (CSB, not Kennedy), Anything at all.
Even if it goes as far as lieing and saying that I have a doctors apointmant when I really don't.

That's okay though, my mom wrote a note saying that as long as I have all my classes done, and all of my homework is complete, she has no problem with me leveing campus erly.

I swair I love my mother! lol.

10:19 AM

Okay, perhaps I'm not really in one of the best of moods. During Mr.Lydon's class I honestly thought I was, now I'm thinking diffrent.

I'm getting back into that depressing mood that I'm usually in during CSB moments.

It's one of those moods that I just want to run away, run away into a dark cave, and away from CSB.

I hate feeling like this, this depressing mood.

Alot of the time I make up excuses as I stated before, just to get out of this god for saken school.

I really can't take this anymore, I really really can't. The only sanctuary I feel I have is at home, and even now that is kind of going away. The only reason its going away is because every time I go home I know I just have to go straight tback to CSB.

At school the only good thing is Arianna, and even next year she'll be gon.

I'm just so ready to get out of here, and ready to go back to my disctrict.

I'm fed-up with CSB and there stupididy.

I'm fed-up with there bullshit, there constint trying to act like my parents, when there not.

I'm just done, I'm done. That's all there is to it.

And there you go, that is pretty much how I feel when I am at CSB compaired to when I am at Kennedy. See how much happyer I was when I was in my english class, then when I was in the VI room?

I suppose that's it for now,
Thanks for reading,
Morgan
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