Jan 16, 2006 22:36
Well as most of you know since Dec 3rd, 2005 five till tonight Jan. 17th,2006 my boyfriend Thomas has been visiting.
It was great
having him here I loved having soemone to go places with and just hang
with. I loved all the little moments we had and the inside jokes like
"Teddy Bear Parts" and "Pillows" as well as our "Secret Hand Shake" LOL
I loved showing him around and going to the movies and out to eat. I
lvoed his reactions to trying Cheese Coneys, Ice Coffee, IHOP and
Golden Corral. I have enver really had anyone make me feel like Thomas
does. He makes me feel important and loved. He is so unlike the others.
I am reallys and at the moment cause I miss him tremendously but on a
good note he is coming back to go to school here with em so he will be
living with my my mom and granny. He should be back in 4-6 weeks when
he gets everything straightened. And then on vacations we are going to
head down to lousiana to see his three girls, Brittany, Breea and
Bryawna.
We thought this out and tlaked with my grandmother and mom for a few
hours and this is what we want to do, we want our lives to start and
this is our time.
I miss him alot right now I even admite I am cuddling his red hoodie,
may be silly but I love Thomas because he is the first guy to actually
be siencere and note have a alterior motive.
Speaking of school I am so nervous tomorrow it will be my first day and
yeah *laughs* I am jsut a bit scared. New school enw people and I am
not living on campus so I am nervous excited worried and its all
culminating with the saddess of missing Thomas and it is driving me
kinda crazry which is making my hives pop out and my excema flare up.
I know I need to calm down, tomorrow will be ok just as long as I
remeber to breathe, heh. Hold my head up and things will be fine, this
is what I need to do to start my life and startmy life with Thomas so
when he coems back to go to computer school I will already be
established and he can go to school at night while I attend in the day.
I am afraid thought cause I jsut realized I am not a little girl no
more, I am 21 years old and I need tos trt making my life and working
harder which i plan on it. Thoams and I will motivate eachother and
while he is staying with us he said he is gonna help with my car
payment and bilsl such as grocries. Then in a year we are going
to look for our own apartment.
I need to get to bed got a early morning but I will update tomorrow and tell everyone how my first day went.
*hugs for my girls and kisses for my guys*
-Miss Kitty