At the dorms last night, they'd left it that they "needed to talk." And Rinoa had done her best to stall, because there was no way talking could go well. Squall was well overdue for fleeing the other direction. The timing was bad, anyway, for a hundred reasons, and he'd
only kissed her because of New Year's. Probably
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Squall wasn't sure who it was, but he hoped it was Rinoa. They needed to talk, after all.
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Ugh. Why was she awkward with him, now? That part was weird.
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Was... something wrong? Should he be doing something? She seemed weird today.
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He didn't seem to be bolting for an exit. So what did that mean?
Then again, she was blocking the door. Maybe he'd climb the window any minute now.
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A little bored, but he usually was. ...Although, he should probably mention something about how much he'd been hoping for her to stop by, or something like that. Shouldn't he?
"Better, now that you're here."
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"So we're supposed to talk," she said. "Right?"
Right. Except she wasn't really sure what they needed to say, or how to start it, or anything else.
She was not usually this bad with guys. Dammit.
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They were dating now, weren't they? They should... have conversations and things. He wasn't good at that.
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Oh, look! The emotions were all stirring up.
"Why should I have to start?" she asked, bouncing up and folding her arms. "You're the one that's going to -- get all weird! Everything's already weird! I knew it wasn't going to be this easy! And now you're going to panic again and you're not allowed to do that!"
Squall really shouldn't have let Rinoa start.
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Something was wrong, but he wasn't sure what.
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See? It would never work, between them. This proved it. Somehow.
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There. That made perfect sense. So there.
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Was she just scared? Squall definitely understood that, at least.
He shrugged and gave her a bit of a smile. "If you want to kiss me again, why'd you sit down over there?"
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She scuffed her toes on the ground, awkwardly. "I sat down over here because if I sat down over there, we'd kiss," she admitted. "Instead of talking."
Talking was essential. Look how helpful it was, all this talking they were doing!
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Squall wasn't sure how to take that.
"...Aren't we dating now?" he asked. He didn't know how these things worked. "It's not a matter of degrees," he tried to explain. "I changed my mind, that's all." It was just that simple. "I didn't want to get close to people before, and now I've decided not to be scared of it. Of you."
He shrugged.
"We could kiss now, and talk later?" he suggested. The kissing seemed to work better than the talking, anyway. He wasn't very good at talking.
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They were going to talk. Really. She was just happening to come over to sit on his bed, while they talked.
"It's complicated," she said. "You're my Knight. And the timing's all wrong, and ... I think I'm waiting for something to go wrong."
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