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OK so IM not so good right now. I just got a call from my sister, and she is telling me that my great grandma is going to the doctors today. With normal people that is just a brush off, but reviewing the things that have happened to my grandmother I am very worried. Lets look back. She has had 3 heart attacks, broken her hip, severed her liver, had breast cancer, had her left breast removed, and is almost 90 years old.. . . . IM about to start crying. I haven't really cried in a long time. I mean sure there was those times when I was alone and all but the last time I really cried was the night at Jerry's house. I don't want to loose my Granny. Not now, when I have so much hurt already. I don't know if I will be able to take it. Why do things have to be so hard? I mean every time I think nothing can possibly go wrong, or the worst is here Boom. Something comes along to make it even worse. I don't know what I would do if I lost Granny.......................... all I can do is hope and pray.