Aug 20, 2004 19:40
Ok if you are a guy please answer this question in a comment. If you are a girl you can answer too but just rearrange the girl and boy parts.
Ok if you really loved a girl and she loved you and ya'll had gone out before but then you broke up because of some mistakes the girl made and two of your best friends hated her but you wanted to be with her still and she wanted to be with you....what would you do?
I'm want to be with him again. But I don't want to put him a position where at some point he will have to choose between me and his friends. I also don't want to have to tell his friends to "Suck it up and deal with it you pussy." I don't want a secret relationship either. So what am I left with. I am fine with just being friends but it doesn't feel like it is enough. And I don't want to have to wait forever for his friends to just get over it or to find another way.
Am I being selfish.
But moving on to things that have happened besides my everyday-constant-boy-drama
The football team won the first game of the season! 14:10! Go Mustangs! They're at a game right now. I wonder if it is raining in Valdosta which is where they are at right now. It would suck if it is because that means they would have to stop and then resume the game when the lightening stopped. And then it would take them even longer to get home since it is a four and a half hour drive (one way) or I think it is longer.
Lady Mustangs softball won the first game of the season too! 11-7 against Cedar Shoals in Athens. We were down 0:6 in like the 4th or 5th inning but we came back and nearly doubled the score by the end of the 5th ending. We play them again on Monday. I popped a blood vessel in my right hand at practice yesterday. It hurts. I was telling people about and they started freaking out thinking it was serious. I laughed and was like "Dude it's just a bruise.
Almost the whole sophmore class is voting to put me on the ballot for Homecoming Court. Even a few upperclass men are electing me. I feel really good about myself seeing how people are wanting me up there.
My math class has been fixed and I am doing pretty well. I have Ms. Carr and she is uber easy. All you have to do is copy the Sponge question, EQ, and the CQI and then she gives a ten minuet lesson and gives easy homework assignments. Then the next day when she checks homework, she just checks to make sure you did it. On Fridays she has notebook quizes where she asks you questions like "What was the answer to the sponge problem on so and so date".
I've decided I want going to do the Dear Diary for my summer reading project. Instead I am just going to give an oral overview over the story for two and a half minuets. Then for the second half I have to take questions and answer them. In those five minuets I have to prove I read the story. If I don't then I have to turn in a book report.
Theatre is going well. Speaking of it I need to go over my monologue. I will do that when I am finished with this. I think after the monologues we will start working on the One-Act. Coach Marchmen isn't going to be happy when rehersals run into practice times.
I think that is pretty much it. So I am going to go work on my monologue now. Bye bye.