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Kuga....you officially suck. lol Cody ratted you out. And what is cooch? That sounds like some kind of dog.
Yeah we lost every game in the tournament but I think we still played some good games. We got a game tomorrow and I think I am starting again but only playing field. I dunno just gotta wait and see. I gotta dress up but I don't wanna!
Holy shit I hit a new record on my stupid list. For some reason I woke up at 1:45 A.M. this morning and thought my clock said 7:45. I jumped out of bed and ran downstairs just as my uncle was going to bed and started screaming "Uncle Jonathan you gotta take me to school! I'm really late!" and there was this pause and then a sigh "Kendra it's only 2 in the morning...." I went back upstairs and grabbed me a sprite and finished my chemistry homework. I didn't fall back asleep until 3:30. Which reminds me. I need to do my language arts homework.
But I felt smart in my Algebra II class yesterday. We were talking about the different types of numbers like natrual, whole, integers, rational, irrational, and real. And then Ms. Carr brought up imaginary numbers and I was the only one who knew what it was. And it wasn't something in the lesson so I felt cool.
Sarah has once again pissed me off. I was talking to Priyen one day by his locker and she was pulling some guy like she was taking him somewhere. And Priyen was looking at her like "Where is she going...." and she yelled at him "You got a problem?" and being in the bitchy mood I was already in I yelled back at her. "Sarah no one said anything to you so just take your friend go wherever it is your going and do whatever it is your going to do. Just go somewhere and leave." She walked up to me like she was going to do something and was like "First of all you hoe..." and I cut her off telling her she was the hoe cause she was the one giving head to the football players. And then she moved in closer like she was going to hit me and stood up straight waiting to see if she would but then she turned around and walked off. The next night she IMed Priyen and was like "You need to tell your girl she need to watch her back." What is she going to do? Spit on me while she is trying to talk shit?
By the way. I'm not Priyen's girl. I'm just me. Just Kendra. So stop saying things like "Hey Priyen get your girl...." or "Priyen's girl...." because honestly I might just snap if I hear another thing like that. It really does hurt to see everyone think me and him are back together when that's what I want but he doesn't. He made it clear to me this morning that he wanted to be friends with no exceptions... or "let's see how things work out". But then this afternoon he gave me the whole "you never know...things could change...." bullshit. I hate it when people lie and you keep telling them you know the truth so just say it.
I've cried just about every day this week. Wait....not just about...exactly every day. At least once at night...which is when I cry myself to sleep.
Priyen made me promise him today that I wouldn't cry anymore. I broke that promise because as soon as I left his side I started to cry again. Kinda good since I didn't have to do my monologue in theatre since I was still crying when I walked into theatre. But I feel so confused as to what is going on. He wants to be friends but then he takes my hand and pulls me close to him like he has different feelings. But whatever. I'll move on. Eventually. I will have to someday won't I?
I talked to Ryan today! hehe He knows that kid that stood me up at s/c one night .:coughcoughzachansleycoughcough:. He told me he was a fag. But it's all good. I don't even care about it anymore.
I miss my Marty. I don't have anybody up here to hug when I have a problem. Well there is Chris but still I miss Marty. I miss everyone down there.
I wish I could take everyone in Savannah and a select few up here and take them with me to some place. Then everything would be just peachy. But of course life isn't fair and never will be and I can't always get what I want. So I will just suck it up and deal with it! lol.
Yeah we lost every game in the tournament but I think we still played some good games. We got a game tomorrow and I think I am starting again but only playing field. I dunno just gotta wait and see. I gotta dress up but I don't wanna!
Holy shit I hit a new record on my stupid list. For some reason I woke up at 1:45 A.M. this morning and thought my clock said 7:45. I jumped out of bed and ran downstairs just as my uncle was going to bed and started screaming "Uncle Jonathan you gotta take me to school! I'm really late!" and there was this pause and then a sigh "Kendra it's only 2 in the morning...." I went back upstairs and grabbed me a sprite and finished my chemistry homework. I didn't fall back asleep until 3:30. Which reminds me. I need to do my language arts homework.
But I felt smart in my Algebra II class yesterday. We were talking about the different types of numbers like natrual, whole, integers, rational, irrational, and real. And then Ms. Carr brought up imaginary numbers and I was the only one who knew what it was. And it wasn't something in the lesson so I felt cool.
Sarah has once again pissed me off. I was talking to Priyen one day by his locker and she was pulling some guy like she was taking him somewhere. And Priyen was looking at her like "Where is she going...." and she yelled at him "You got a problem?" and being in the bitchy mood I was already in I yelled back at her. "Sarah no one said anything to you so just take your friend go wherever it is your going and do whatever it is your going to do. Just go somewhere and leave." She walked up to me like she was going to do something and was like "First of all you hoe..." and I cut her off telling her she was the hoe cause she was the one giving head to the football players. And then she moved in closer like she was going to hit me and stood up straight waiting to see if she would but then she turned around and walked off. The next night she IMed Priyen and was like "You need to tell your girl she need to watch her back." What is she going to do? Spit on me while she is trying to talk shit?
By the way. I'm not Priyen's girl. I'm just me. Just Kendra. So stop saying things like "Hey Priyen get your girl...." or "Priyen's girl...." because honestly I might just snap if I hear another thing like that. It really does hurt to see everyone think me and him are back together when that's what I want but he doesn't. He made it clear to me this morning that he wanted to be friends with no exceptions... or "let's see how things work out". But then this afternoon he gave me the whole "you never know...things could change...." bullshit. I hate it when people lie and you keep telling them you know the truth so just say it.
I've cried just about every day this week. Wait....not just about...exactly every day. At least once at night...which is when I cry myself to sleep.
Priyen made me promise him today that I wouldn't cry anymore. I broke that promise because as soon as I left his side I started to cry again. Kinda good since I didn't have to do my monologue in theatre since I was still crying when I walked into theatre. But I feel so confused as to what is going on. He wants to be friends but then he takes my hand and pulls me close to him like he has different feelings. But whatever. I'll move on. Eventually. I will have to someday won't I?
I talked to Ryan today! hehe He knows that kid that stood me up at s/c one night .:coughcoughzachansleycoughcough:. He told me he was a fag. But it's all good. I don't even care about it anymore.
I miss my Marty. I don't have anybody up here to hug when I have a problem. Well there is Chris but still I miss Marty. I miss everyone down there.
I wish I could take everyone in Savannah and a select few up here and take them with me to some place. Then everything would be just peachy. But of course life isn't fair and never will be and I can't always get what I want. So I will just suck it up and deal with it! lol.