Jul 25, 2004 13:22
..And when you begin to miss me, dont forget it was you who let me go.
Sometimes I ask myself...does he really care? Or does he just like to pretend he does...so he always has someone to fall back on when one of those other girls aren't around..
I want to cry, really I do, but I guess I just dont want to give you the satisfaction of knowing that you hurt me... once again.
Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up this whole armor, for years, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore.
I know that things aren't the same. That doesnt mean that I don't wish they were
x0_Youre the brightest star in my sky. My colored picture in a world of black and white. My only dream come true._
I show you no emotion…don't let you see what you do to me. I imagine the two of us together but I've been living in reality. Fear of rejection kept my love inside but time is running out.... I don't care if you think I'm crazy. It doesn't matter if it turns out bad. I've got no fear of losing you…you can't lose what you never had.