hmmm..
I have waited online for two nites--just to talk to him..i NEED to talk to him. He left without hearing what i had to say, after the fight/makeup/spill-ur-feelings talk that we had..all the things i have to say..unsaid.
Why don't i just call him? --- CAUSE IM A FUCKING IDIOT & TO NERVOUS/DONT-KNOW-WHAT TO SAY type of thing, even though i know i could tell him almost anything..but why can't i tell him this--?, all these emotions-all kept away, locked in a secret place...right now i feel so insecure about a lot of things.
i want him to call me, just so im reasured.
Where are YOU ?!
& im so sorrie.
Why don't i just call him? --- CAUSE IM A FUCKING IDIOT & TO NERVOUS/DONT-KNOW-WHAT TO SAY type of thing, even though i know i could tell him almost anything..but why can't i tell him this--?, all these emotions-all kept away, locked in a secret place...right now i feel so insecure about a lot of things.
i want him to call me, just so im reasured.
Where are YOU ?!
& im so sorrie.