I hate this...
I don't even know how to explain what's going on with me right now. and much as I try to say I dont... I want him. I can't forget all of these things I can't just make them disappear. all the things that made me feeling the way i do about him. damn it i hate it! I've had so much stuff to take my mind off of him and when I finally let my gaurd down something reminds me of him and there it goes again. I can't just forget. I'll be fine until I think of everything that's happened. how good he makes me feel... everything... I wrote this little thingy a long time ago and I posted it in here i think. but oh well I'm posting it again... just gotta find it.
sometimes I think memories are the worst thing. They're what makes us cling to the past. They're what make us want what we had. They're what makes us realize just how lucky we were. They're what makes cry ourselves to sleep at night when we think of them. But they are also what gives us the hope to keep going.
sometimes I think memories are the worst thing. They're what makes us cling to the past. They're what make us want what we had. They're what makes us realize just how lucky we were. They're what makes cry ourselves to sleep at night when we think of them. But they are also what gives us the hope to keep going.