Oct 20, 2004 00:29
haha team america kicked ass. We went and saw it today. Me paige donny donny's two friends (forgot their names) and jessica. twas cool.
I've been telling my self I dont like him anymore. but I don't know. I just can't get over it. It's like... unreal to me. if that makes any sense at all. Screw it. I wish I never started talking to him again! well... I know I'm lying but oh well. if I hadn't then none of this crap woulda happened.
there's an image that just keeps playing over and over in my head. I wont say what it is cuz yeah it's stupid. but it makes me wish I was back to that day...
I'm so sick of everything. EVERYTHING! him... all this high school drama bullshit... family... friends... church... everything.
oh well... I sound really depressed but I'm really not. It's fall break I just saw a kick ass movie and I get to sleep in tomorrow. this is the life... sorta. lol
well... I'm gonna go. I'm gonna post a song on here. It's by Garth brooks. I know country (I like country!) It's a great song. I use to listen to it all the time when I was little. but now it's kinda how I feel. exceptit's a guy singing about a girl. oh well... get over it!
love
hayley