Another survey
Oh here is another survey that I did (fill it out and send back to me, if you want:-) )
Not Just Your Average survey
THE FRUITS OF YOUR LABOR( things you can't live without)
Something important on your desk: the pictures I have on my cubicle wall, not really on my desk....but just have alot of highlighters, computer, tape, stapler and pens on my desk
If you could afford it at the moment, you would buy: My own place in Sevierville!
Something you don't have a lot of: lol Money and Time.......its a tie
If your house was burning and you could only save 3 items what would they be: My gator stuff animal my best friend Darla gave me, right before she was killed, my box full of pictures and my computer lol
MORALS
If there were no side effects, you would enjoy being addicted to: clove cigs!
A time you accidentally hurt someone emotionally: my former best friend and rather not get into why...
One person you have killed in your thoughts: hmmmmmm a certain guy but wont' go into why (Ive asked God to help me forgive him though and think i have)
FRIENDS:
Three traits you look for in a friend: Honesty, Fun, Caring, Not two faced
Who makes you laugh most often: My youngest niece Haley!
A friend who you can tell anything: My friend Kim
A friend you can got to for advice My best friend , my sis
The best piece of advice you had been give: hmmm We are never promised another tomorrow and what you do today effects tomorrow
Two closest friends: hmm just two? Ok my sis and Kim ..have a few others
The friend who uses most of your energy: My sis, she tends to stress me out lol
EGO
Your 3 best qualities: Ahhh hmmmmm I love to have fun, loyal (I hate that word though..makes me sound like a dang dog) and I care about others
Your 3 worst qualities: I can be too quiet at times/not one for small talk, my anxiety, I think way tooooooooooooo much
Describe your Ideal self : More Outgoing, A little bit skinnier (not much), more patient lol, and maybe not so pale (that I am changing though LOL)
A compliment that makes you blush: hmmmmm any compliment has that lol nah, I am singled out.....when someone is boasting about something I did.
capability.
You are embarassed when: falling on my butt in front of a group of people (done that several times lol). Oh yea, when I am around someone who is being obnoxious!
The greatest physical pain you ever endured: When my knee popped out of place about 10 years ago..........I fell down to the ground and it didn't go back into place til I hit the ground. Ohhh that hurt! That and my car wreak 8 years ago, the day after I was in pain.
The greatest emotional pain you ever endured: It was during a span of a few months (six years ago, almost) and it was a collection of many things. Losing my best friend due to a drunk driver than two months after losing my guy friend who I thought the world of after he wreaked his car. Also between that another friend was disabled due to being hit by a old drunk....and my first love breaking my heart and than my grandmother ended up going from a traveling go getter grandma to a homebound one, which we take care of her now. I call those my few months of living hell.
Moment you are most ashamed of: Binge drinking so much at a party (at my best friend and her hubby's house) when I was 17 and waking up laying on my couch at home......I drove myself home totally drunk (which knowing those curvy roads, I had guardian angels watching over me!) . That was the first and last time I drank so much that I have no memory of something
Your best physical feature: Been told my eyes and my long legs
Who/What makes you happy: When people around me are happy and doing good. My faith makes me happy....... (most of the time:-) ) My nieces make me very happy, having a day off from work on a gorgeous sunny day, driving my convertible while listening to music, being with my friends/family, going out to eat with friends, shopping lol, being at peace ......and etc.
Who/what makes you sad: Lost of a loved one, seeing a loved one hurting/sad or stressed out. The news (even though still have to watch it) ... how people can be so cruel to children and animals (and well adults too). Bitterness and Loneliness and etc
EMOTIONS
Emotion you hide most: lol what don't I hide? hmmm it just depends, but usually when I am aggravated with someone or when I have fear..anxiety... I will rarely show it, unless it is just way toooooooooooo much
The emotion you tend to experience most: unluckiliy having medical depression..sadness . But also show joy/happiness quite a bit now a days too...or anger when I have cooled down a bit and talk about it calmly. And gratitude
The emotion you are feeling most lately: Anxiety, need to quit my smoking and my coffee addiction (that would solve alot of it)
You have a huge amount of guilt regarding: my past, but it is my past....so putting it behind me or trying to. And not telling some people how much they meant to me (But I had the idea my friends would grow old too and would have plenty of time!)
When you are angry you need: SPACE / alone time!
MEMORIES
One of your most peaceful memories: Spending time in Pigeon Forge as a kid and now:-) Time when I am with friends.....or walking by myself outside. Holding Haley when she was just born..........watching her sleeping.
One of your most tragic memories: Already spoke of them........my friends death, my car wreak and some things I just rather not say
One of your angriest memories: Finding out what a jerk my ex was, being angry at the guy who was the drunk driver that killed my best friend (which now I have forgiven) and well same as above..some things I don't want to say right here right now
A memory that makes you laugh: The time my former boss played a pratical joke on one of the workers (He kidnapped her stuffed animal reindeer that was annoying and sang all the time........and well it is a long story, if you really want to know email me) , Anything I have done that was stupid LOL, when my sis, the girls and I got in a little food fight at Shoneys, many things that my sis does, the pratical jokes we have pulled at work and .......alot more
a memory that makes you happy: All the above that makes me laugh, my nieces being born, thinking of my parent's marriage (that is odd these days ), my trip to Florida a few years back, when I first fell in love , and alot more...
LOVE
Something someone can say or do that you find extremely attractive: making me laugh! a guy who has values/morals...that stands for something..only time a guy can say something that I find attractive, is when he makes me laugh. Actions speak louder than words....it has alot to do with who he is . Find it attractive when a guy is a very giving person......well I can ramble on but you get the gest
Something someone can say or do that you find unattractive: Do drugs, lie, have no values/morals, gets drunk all the time, is insensitive to others, hate animals, cusses all the time, doesn't treat me good (of course! lol), and is very gutter minded
A personality trait you find appealing: good sense of humor
Your secret passion: hmm don't have a secret passion........not that i can think of. It is hard to keep a passion a secret to me!
What you enjoy most about having a committed relationship: hmmm loving someone and vice versa
AND FINALLY.........
If you had more time alone you would: Read, start writing again, ahhhh just enjoy the silence (now I have Depeche Mode's song in my head lol)
If you had more patience you would: Be more patient;-) lol Probalby be less stressed and more content
If you could change one thing about your physical appearance what would it be: JUST ONE? My chin (and my teeth, my stomach and flat chest )
If you had no committments what would you be doing: Well do I have money too? Traveling the world, if I had money. Would probably be volunteering , helping others....
If you could have one super power what would it be: To read people's minds , cause some must already think I have that power
If you could start all over.... Ahhh what a question, hmm would of studied more in High School and partied/goofed off less , would of got treatment for medical depression earlier on, I would of stayed in college and finished ....and would of than be the psychologist that I wanted to be! I would of moved up to Ohio when Todd asked me to..that is all I can think of, isn't that enough lol. I wouldn't of changed my friends though (well besides the ones that weren't truly friends) and believing what I believe