Feb 01, 2005 20:55
Ok, I am going quit...quit smoking, that is. How I am totally dreading it and part of me doesn't want to. But I know there are many reasons why I need to and want to. So trying to figure out if it would be a good time to quit when I am housesitting (peaceful/serene..got a hot tub:-) But kindof wanted to ENJOY my time here) or wait til I get home and put everyone in a bad mood lol. My anxeity how bad it is now, will go sky high when I quit....which will make me one irritable mess!
Looking up tips on quiting via internet... Not going do the patch, my skin is too sensitive and really can't afford any of that type of help! It is expensive... I am on Wellbutrin, but it isn't do what it use to for me lol. That is how I quit last time, Wellbutrin. Think I am going quit cold turkey, drink alot of juices/water...Just be the hardest at work and in my car, I rarely smoke when I am home. No more smoke breaks with my coworkers!
Just boggles my mind how insurance won't cover Zyban (well as of three years ago, I quit asking lol), which is a quit smoking aid but they will pay for you when you get cancer. Which would be cheaper? Don't know sure there is some logic behind that, just not sure what! Which Wellbutrin is covered by insurance and it is suppose to be just like Zyban.
Anyways my coworker/friend got beyond annoyed at another coworker today, due to the one coworker was in a very aggravating mood! She even put magnets all over my friend's car! So we are thinking of ways to get her back (nothing too mean), practical jokes wise...........any ideas are welcome. We all get stressed out at work and think we all like to blow off steam by playing jokes on each other and etc. Just we are like a big family, get annoyed at each other too.
I am needing a hobby to keep my hands busy while I quit smoking..hmmmm don't see myself crocheting, but going give it a try. Wish I had room for a pottery wheel and etc, would love to make pottery or at least attempt it:-) One time I tried to quit smoking I made alot of friendship bracelets lol.
Going use this journal though to journal my progress and use it as a tool to help me stay motivated to quit. Main reason I am quitting is I liked being a nonsmoker better, and been kicking myself for starting for months now. Just easier said than done, when it comes to quitting. Not to mention the bible says our bodies are temples...need to be treating mine a little bit better!
Well I am rambling going to go and see what is on TV that is interesting