yay for emotions!
Lately it seems as though i am a permanent passenger on an emotional train ride to hell. No matter what seems to be going on in my life, my emotions are the one thing i know is guaranteedto be screwed up in some way. I guess its a bit easier now that i'm accepting the fact that they're screwy but in an odd way its not.
I guess its just the fact that its so frustrating, you know? never being able to know what you are actually feeling, no less explain it to anyone when they ask whats wrong. so for the few of you out there who have asked me that recently, i'm sorry that i probably couldn't convey anything a tad bit close to what i meant, but i guess there is naught to be done about that.
so for now i continue on my personal quest of figuring myself out, and managing to take control of my life and who i am.
which is an awfully big quest if you think about it.
I guess its just the fact that its so frustrating, you know? never being able to know what you are actually feeling, no less explain it to anyone when they ask whats wrong. so for the few of you out there who have asked me that recently, i'm sorry that i probably couldn't convey anything a tad bit close to what i meant, but i guess there is naught to be done about that.
so for now i continue on my personal quest of figuring myself out, and managing to take control of my life and who i am.
which is an awfully big quest if you think about it.