Oct 11, 2005 13:30
I'm addicted to Angel.
I returned the rest of the DVDs to liz in Shelly's room lest I watch them all. I went to bed at 8:30 today. Let me clarify that. 8 freakin 30 AM I hate me right now, so much.. I need to have my butt kicked.. just not academically... I want to cry because I've wasted all weekend, and for no good. I got NOTHING done. I guess it all comes down to do I even really care? this never happened with BioChem.. I guess a B really does make me apathethic. I'm so pathetic. I do appreciate As, after all. Why can't I just like Physio? I find it interesting, I like the class, have an awesome teacher.. and I suck at it. So prediction for this semester:
B - Physio
C- Transport
And those are the biggest annoyances in my life right now. So.. now back to bury my head in a thermo book... er.. I mean physio. Oops, freudian slip, I guess. Why do I want to be a doctor when I'm good at chemical engineering? granted, there lies no passion there.. but i'm good at it.. I get it.. and I love the math. A heck of a lot more than Bio. What's my deal w/bio anyway? I really, really really like it, it comes easy... so I don't study, I procrastinate and then claim I don't give a damn.
Sorry if it seems I'm swearing like a sailor.. *reads back over entry* ok, reading through, I guess that's not true.. esp. since I met Jake yesterday, and by met, I mean like.. really got to spent time with/hang/talk to. Jake is Leo's navy buddy. he threatened to beat leo up if he did anything stupid. Now, I doubt Leo ever will.. but you know, its nice to have the support. Swearing and all vulgarity aside, I really like Jake :) That's probably a good thing, right? seeing how he's one of Leo's best friends...
ok, reading it is. darn it.
ps, people in my hall are drinking and this worries me, because if I ever saw them drunk/with alcohol, i will have to write them up, and that sucks.
they're good kids.. but God save them if I catch them with alcohol.
Request: Pray for Salz
gloomy grade