The word on the street...
apparently 1/2 my floor thinks I'm evil RA out to get anyone who drinks... the other half is convinced I'm mean to Liz, who hates me because of Michael/because I'm mean to her/I exist. Since I actually TRY to stay away from liz and not antagonize her.. and this doesn't work..
AAAAAAHHHHHHHH
Why do I want kids again? I don't know... dealing with college KIDS who act like BABIES and WHIMPER, WHINE AND POUT really makes me wonder why I'm:
a) an RA
b) still and RA
c) ever wanted to be an RA
d) still want to be an RA next year
Heaven knows its not the money.. fortunately.. or I'd have quit ages ago. Darlings still exist that make my own existence and position worthwhile. Jay and Kevin and Nick, for instance, I'm not always in their room, didn't know them before, and none of them are berries.. but I love them. They are model residents. Bradley and Tom and Joe.. actually most of the guys rooms.. I have no problems with.. hm.. so basically, if I was an RA on a guys floor, life would absolutely rock... :-P just kidding. I love most of my crazy girls, actually. and I mean "crazy" in a loving way, not the insane way. Girls across the halls... darlings, for instance. 50% of 103, about 100% of the room next door... I love non-emotional girls. so much!
Oh I talked to Ali today.. she's not happy, doesn't want to talk to me.. I think she's kinda tired of ranting etc, but I asked her if she'll stay mad at me all semester.. and she said no, which is a good thing, right? eh, I hope so. I think I'll be a Soph. RA again next year.. only in some place less.. dramatic, perhaps? The substance free floor, etc? I don't know, I love and not so love being quite so involved with my residents. I don't really like that my life is so messed up right now.. but I also feel awkward and out of place because I fit right in with these guys. I have never felt more confortable than when just talking earnestly to Sam or Molly or Joe or Shelly or Bradley or Katie.. I don't really want to stop that.. but I've also never felt more comfortable than when **** or *** shoot me dirty looks or talk about me behind my back.. I tend to get disgusted when people don't have the gaul to insult me to my face.. I'd rather them hurt my feelings than disgust me with their.. I don't even know the word for it..
Ok, rant over
On to other things.. I've gotten addicted to sleep.. no more comments on that.
Saw Legend of Zorro last night..went kicking and screaming .. loved it!
AAAAAAHHHHHHHH
Why do I want kids again? I don't know... dealing with college KIDS who act like BABIES and WHIMPER, WHINE AND POUT really makes me wonder why I'm:
a) an RA
b) still and RA
c) ever wanted to be an RA
d) still want to be an RA next year
Heaven knows its not the money.. fortunately.. or I'd have quit ages ago. Darlings still exist that make my own existence and position worthwhile. Jay and Kevin and Nick, for instance, I'm not always in their room, didn't know them before, and none of them are berries.. but I love them. They are model residents. Bradley and Tom and Joe.. actually most of the guys rooms.. I have no problems with.. hm.. so basically, if I was an RA on a guys floor, life would absolutely rock... :-P just kidding. I love most of my crazy girls, actually. and I mean "crazy" in a loving way, not the insane way. Girls across the halls... darlings, for instance. 50% of 103, about 100% of the room next door... I love non-emotional girls. so much!
Oh I talked to Ali today.. she's not happy, doesn't want to talk to me.. I think she's kinda tired of ranting etc, but I asked her if she'll stay mad at me all semester.. and she said no, which is a good thing, right? eh, I hope so. I think I'll be a Soph. RA again next year.. only in some place less.. dramatic, perhaps? The substance free floor, etc? I don't know, I love and not so love being quite so involved with my residents. I don't really like that my life is so messed up right now.. but I also feel awkward and out of place because I fit right in with these guys. I have never felt more confortable than when just talking earnestly to Sam or Molly or Joe or Shelly or Bradley or Katie.. I don't really want to stop that.. but I've also never felt more comfortable than when **** or *** shoot me dirty looks or talk about me behind my back.. I tend to get disgusted when people don't have the gaul to insult me to my face.. I'd rather them hurt my feelings than disgust me with their.. I don't even know the word for it..
Ok, rant over
On to other things.. I've gotten addicted to sleep.. no more comments on that.
Saw Legend of Zorro last night..went kicking and screaming .. loved it!