Naiinis ako
I'm reverting back to my old self... When around people, I get to be too comfortable with my own silence... that is, until they call it to my attention. Then I would feel a mild case of rage, at myself, 'cause the resolve I've tried so hard to maintain is slipping little by little (i was supposed to say slowly but surely, but I don't want to jinx it), making me feel like I'm not capable of being completely directed towards my goal...
Haay, I thought the TNT experience fixed it. Permanently. I guess change doesn't really happen instantaneously. *sighs* hope the realization didn't come too late. The next few weeks will be a test I'm sure. I just wish I'd be able to go through it without permanantly surrendering to regression.
Overusing the word "permanently" kind of gives me the chills
Haay, I thought the TNT experience fixed it. Permanently. I guess change doesn't really happen instantaneously. *sighs* hope the realization didn't come too late. The next few weeks will be a test I'm sure. I just wish I'd be able to go through it without permanantly surrendering to regression.
Overusing the word "permanently" kind of gives me the chills