May 29, 2005 00:42
you turn your back and think about what they said and then realize they were just pretending to care and be friends with you. That is something that i had this week, but I was told that I should put on a face for them. Act, the way they so, so they want to hang out. Is this what we have all come down to? we must act to make other be around us and they will be happy. so we must lie to others and everyone accepts this because no one wants to try to like the person for who they are. They just want the person to be their way. which means that everyone one is selfish and wants things their way.
Two more weeks till hell starts for me. And under the pressure of everyone I am going to get a job on top of all this. School all night and work all day, sounds like a great summer for me!! Oh well life goes on.
Night!
~angel