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I've been thinking a lot lately.. especially about the people that I care about.. and sometimes I wonder, do they know how much I care about them? I don't know.. there are some people that have made my life worth living lately.. and I just feel like I've made everyone hate me.. or i've annoyed them.. or worried and scared them.. and I just want everyone to know how much I care about them.. and how much they mean to me....
The girls from 10C, Melissa, & Timmy.. you have all made the past couple months amazing.. Kareoke, dancing, just hanging out at Bogart's.. You guys are what keeps me sane.. you are great people, and I just wish we'd started hanging out before this...
Tressa.. you are right.. you are one of the nicest people in the world.. and anyone that doesn't like you, doesn't know you.. I'm glad that I've gotten the chance to know you.. and we have another year to go.. can't wait!
Kim.. What can I say?? I don't think I would have survived the block or this semester without you.. you've become one of the most amazing friends I could have asked for..
My roomates (and Andrew, you get props for putting up with my shit too.. ;-)).. where would I be if I didn't live with great people.. I'm just sad that I can't leave with you guys.. Laura and Lisa, you are going to go great places.. and do great things with your lives.. Jenn, thank you for everything... you understand so much.. I never realized how much being Italian really does effect who I am and what goes through my head until I started talking to you about things.. you just seem to get it.. Meghan Egg 'n Cheese.. next year may be tough, but I know we'll get through it.. you are a great friend and don't ever let anyone make you feel otherwise.. stand up for yourself, and things will be better! I know I've been kinda out of it lately.. real depressed and stuff.. I owe you a lot of putting up with living with me, and my super OCDness..
Timothy, you are family to me.. there is nothing I can say that you don't already know.. thanks for everything..
Pam, my whore, I miss you more than you know.. I miss our thursday nights.. you became one of my closest friends.. you have been here for me through soo much bull shit.. you mean the world to me.. and i hate that you are soo far away.. less than a month and i get to come visit.. i can't wait to see you..
Sarah, I'm glad we've started talking again.. I don't know why we go through these phases that we just don't talk.. but our trip to florida will be one drunken shit show for sure :)
Meghan, you will always be one of my best friends, and you will get through whatever it is you are going through.. head up, chin high..
Tracy, i love you chicky.. we need to go to french canadia soon and get us some stuff that looks like dough :-P
Bill, I know we've haven't hung out in a while.. but you know that's what you get for being an accountant during tax season.. who does that?? but thanks for being there for me.. you have seen me at some of my absolute worst moments.. thank you..
Jonathan, I spelt it right this time :) you are a great person.. I'm glad we suffered through that horrid class together.. how else would we be able to have frosting fights?? and that girl was right, you're laugh can brighten anyones day..
My military boys.. I miss you guys sooo much.. Tony, I am soo happy you are out of Iraq.. and I'll see you soon.. 2 weeks :) Jaye, it'll be over soon.. you'll come home and everything will be good... and I'll have my home favorites back:)
Albey.. i know you are loving trinidad.. but you are missed.. and I hope you come home to see us all soon!
and last but certainly not even close to least...
My 7D favorites.. Jay, there is just something about you that can always make me smile.. you are the happiest person alive.. I admire you for that.. you make me want to be happy.. and Nate, seriously.. you are the best person ever.. I know you think I'm absolutely crazy because of the past couple weeks..and i'm sorry i've worried you and freaked you out.. but thank you for everything.. even though it may seem like i don't listen to the advice you give, i do.. sometimes i just don't follow it.. but eventually, i'll be like "hey, that cripple kid from 7d.. yea, i shoulda listened to him" ;-) you truly have been a godsend lately.. i know you say that there is no need for a thank you.. but i am thankful to have you in my life.. you have both made this semester the best semester of my college career.. i couldn't have made it without you..
those of you that aren't in that list.. doesn't mean that i don't care about you just as much.. because i do..
I spend so much time thinking.. that I have no friends.. and that no one cares about me.. and I have no one.. but then I sit here, and I think about all the people that I am thankful for.. and all the people that I care about more than anything in the world.. I'm like "wow, that's a lot of people" and I haven't even written about everyone that I care about.. just those that have been here through the shit i've been through lately.. the people that I wouldn't have made the last few months without.. there are so many more people out there that could be added to this list.. my sister, my cousins (especially Lindsay and Jordan), my stonehill crew, the nashua boys and jodi, nicole, brad, my block/grad friends, the girls from home (trish, dawne, jodi, amy), etc... seriously.. i'm sorry if i've hurt any of you.. I'm sorry if I've ever made any of you feel like you aren't a good friend.. I'm sorry if I've ever made any of you feel inferior to anything or anyone.. and thank you all for everything you've done..
The girls from 10C, Melissa, & Timmy.. you have all made the past couple months amazing.. Kareoke, dancing, just hanging out at Bogart's.. You guys are what keeps me sane.. you are great people, and I just wish we'd started hanging out before this...
Tressa.. you are right.. you are one of the nicest people in the world.. and anyone that doesn't like you, doesn't know you.. I'm glad that I've gotten the chance to know you.. and we have another year to go.. can't wait!
Kim.. What can I say?? I don't think I would have survived the block or this semester without you.. you've become one of the most amazing friends I could have asked for..
My roomates (and Andrew, you get props for putting up with my shit too.. ;-)).. where would I be if I didn't live with great people.. I'm just sad that I can't leave with you guys.. Laura and Lisa, you are going to go great places.. and do great things with your lives.. Jenn, thank you for everything... you understand so much.. I never realized how much being Italian really does effect who I am and what goes through my head until I started talking to you about things.. you just seem to get it.. Meghan Egg 'n Cheese.. next year may be tough, but I know we'll get through it.. you are a great friend and don't ever let anyone make you feel otherwise.. stand up for yourself, and things will be better! I know I've been kinda out of it lately.. real depressed and stuff.. I owe you a lot of putting up with living with me, and my super OCDness..
Timothy, you are family to me.. there is nothing I can say that you don't already know.. thanks for everything..
Pam, my whore, I miss you more than you know.. I miss our thursday nights.. you became one of my closest friends.. you have been here for me through soo much bull shit.. you mean the world to me.. and i hate that you are soo far away.. less than a month and i get to come visit.. i can't wait to see you..
Sarah, I'm glad we've started talking again.. I don't know why we go through these phases that we just don't talk.. but our trip to florida will be one drunken shit show for sure :)
Meghan, you will always be one of my best friends, and you will get through whatever it is you are going through.. head up, chin high..
Tracy, i love you chicky.. we need to go to french canadia soon and get us some stuff that looks like dough :-P
Bill, I know we've haven't hung out in a while.. but you know that's what you get for being an accountant during tax season.. who does that?? but thanks for being there for me.. you have seen me at some of my absolute worst moments.. thank you..
Jonathan, I spelt it right this time :) you are a great person.. I'm glad we suffered through that horrid class together.. how else would we be able to have frosting fights?? and that girl was right, you're laugh can brighten anyones day..
My military boys.. I miss you guys sooo much.. Tony, I am soo happy you are out of Iraq.. and I'll see you soon.. 2 weeks :) Jaye, it'll be over soon.. you'll come home and everything will be good... and I'll have my home favorites back:)
Albey.. i know you are loving trinidad.. but you are missed.. and I hope you come home to see us all soon!
and last but certainly not even close to least...
My 7D favorites.. Jay, there is just something about you that can always make me smile.. you are the happiest person alive.. I admire you for that.. you make me want to be happy.. and Nate, seriously.. you are the best person ever.. I know you think I'm absolutely crazy because of the past couple weeks..and i'm sorry i've worried you and freaked you out.. but thank you for everything.. even though it may seem like i don't listen to the advice you give, i do.. sometimes i just don't follow it.. but eventually, i'll be like "hey, that cripple kid from 7d.. yea, i shoulda listened to him" ;-) you truly have been a godsend lately.. i know you say that there is no need for a thank you.. but i am thankful to have you in my life.. you have both made this semester the best semester of my college career.. i couldn't have made it without you..
those of you that aren't in that list.. doesn't mean that i don't care about you just as much.. because i do..
I spend so much time thinking.. that I have no friends.. and that no one cares about me.. and I have no one.. but then I sit here, and I think about all the people that I am thankful for.. and all the people that I care about more than anything in the world.. I'm like "wow, that's a lot of people" and I haven't even written about everyone that I care about.. just those that have been here through the shit i've been through lately.. the people that I wouldn't have made the last few months without.. there are so many more people out there that could be added to this list.. my sister, my cousins (especially Lindsay and Jordan), my stonehill crew, the nashua boys and jodi, nicole, brad, my block/grad friends, the girls from home (trish, dawne, jodi, amy), etc... seriously.. i'm sorry if i've hurt any of you.. I'm sorry if I've ever made any of you feel like you aren't a good friend.. I'm sorry if I've ever made any of you feel inferior to anything or anyone.. and thank you all for everything you've done..