Oct 13, 2005 16:10
Writing is a reflection of a person’s inside.
I truly find that what comes out of ones writing shows a very special way or path into their mind…their HearT…
It can be deep or perhaps something silly or sarcastic; it’s just a whole different way of expressing yourself and I think that I’d like to share that part of me with you:)
So, I’ve finally jumped on this wagon because I want to, but also with the encouragement of my best friend and some newish friiiii-ends.
And I do consider myself lucky to be able to say that I have friends. I hope to never take that for granted:)
Talking about friends, reminds me of song lyrics: “I’ve got some friends, some that I hardly know, but we’ve had some times I wouldn’t trade for the world.” That comes into play at this very time in my life. It’s sooo good, so refreshing, that the Lord put these new people into my life.
Like yesterday, something as simple as taking a trip to Wal-Mart and watching Kalla hit Natalia repeatedly because she was brushing Kalla’s hair with an ice-scraper, and all of us laughing for a long time… or friggen going to dinner with our house and Wesket and his random quotes that just make my day. Or the guitar playing boysies. I mean truly, I’ve only known some of these people for a month, I don’t know-know them yet but I wouldn’t trade the things we do for anything.
I’m not sure where to start; I find that my mind is in mannnny different places right now. There are a lot of things going on, changing, growing, getting taken away, forming, staying, missing, gaining…just feeelings in this heart that just ARE!! And it’s exciting and it’s scary, and it feels right and it’s just a whole lot of things, but somehow I’m so comfortable with all of it. I’d always feared change…I take great comfort in things that I’m used to or that are permanent, and really, there’s only a few things that are that way in my life right now, and I’m not scared! And I know why I’m okay with it...God... He knows exactly what he’s doing, and…that’s just amazing in itself.
I just ate a caramel apple and it was tasty. Sticky and juicy and Fally.
This morning I woke up to a duct-tape/cardboard concoction taped to my door, so that when I opened it the 200 pennies would fall all overrr. Natalia and Kalla were the first people I thought of. They know that I am awesome at finding pennies on the ground, they do pranks such as this, and they just would. I was happy to find it actually. Well that was because the pennies hadn’t fallen yet, and for some reason I trusted the cardboard to stay strong for a little while longer while I took a shower. Haha right when I was getting some clothes on, I heard this clinking noise, drop, drop, dropppppp… and I came to find my floor covered in copper monies! It took a little bit to clean up, but I knew it was out of Copa-Love…and I wasss gaining about $2.00 out of this ordeal.
Hey, when you dream, dream BIG.