3 AM...and as usual...I'm awake..

[angellam]

I don't even know what to say. I might not even post this. I'm just here at 3 am...lonely and half asleep but unable to force myself to lay down and let my body win. I'm just sitting here wishing I could just let my brain relax. I think sometimes if I wrote what I were really thinking, in the deep dark secret part of my soul, I'd have to write it anonymously because nobody knows all of the crap that is building up there...and in my head...

Or maybe I just need a cookie...