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I suck at blogging.
Lots going on right now. I like being alone, but I am lonely. I am dreading going back to school with every ounce of my soul. I am really greedy right now. I want a lot of things. I want a nice vacation with someone I love. I want someone to see movies with me. I want someone to take me to a nice dinner. I want someone to go bicycle riding with. I don't have any new year's resolutions per se, but I am currently working on: new job, ability to try on clothes without hating myself/no one ever asking if I am pregnant again (unless I am!), making new friends! The hardest thing for me right now in the friend department, is that I am so mopey that I am a bad boring depressing friend. So I am working on that now. But it's hard - this last month or so has been killer.
Things I want to do SOON:
take a language class - french? japanese? korean?
take another class - dreamweaver? early childhood education?
find things to do in the city, some with friends, some alone. Besides shopping, wandering, seeing movies.
Go to more Spanish happy hours!
and I want to be more interesting. I need a hobby, or to do something cool. Kickball was cool at first, then I got over it. What's next?
Lots going on right now. I like being alone, but I am lonely. I am dreading going back to school with every ounce of my soul. I am really greedy right now. I want a lot of things. I want a nice vacation with someone I love. I want someone to see movies with me. I want someone to take me to a nice dinner. I want someone to go bicycle riding with. I don't have any new year's resolutions per se, but I am currently working on: new job, ability to try on clothes without hating myself/no one ever asking if I am pregnant again (unless I am!), making new friends! The hardest thing for me right now in the friend department, is that I am so mopey that I am a bad boring depressing friend. So I am working on that now. But it's hard - this last month or so has been killer.
Things I want to do SOON:
take a language class - french? japanese? korean?
take another class - dreamweaver? early childhood education?
find things to do in the city, some with friends, some alone. Besides shopping, wandering, seeing movies.
Go to more Spanish happy hours!
and I want to be more interesting. I need a hobby, or to do something cool. Kickball was cool at first, then I got over it. What's next?