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OUCH!!! OUCHIE!!! OUCH OUCH!!!
Well, its definately offical - I have really done something bad to my leg. I've done everything from nearly crying to screaming profanities... Neither help the pain but for some reason they make me feel better. Its outta character for me, but hey... its how I deal. I seriously may have to see a Dr. if its still hurting in the morning. I know its not a muscle spasm or cramp, it feels more like a nerve and it radiates pain from my hip all the way down my outter thigh to my knee... Ouchie!
I went to the trail today to walk with a girl friend and I didnt realize just how slowly I have to walk with my leg hurting the way it is... It was terrible. After that we sat down on a park bench to chat for a little bit and I sat the wrong way and words flew out in screams... I know she thought I'd lost my mind, and honestly I think I lost it too from the pain. Her mother flies in from Mass. tomorrow afternoon. Im excited for her because I know having family visit is soooo exciting!!! but I'll miss spending my days with her. She, likely, wont be able to run with me or walk the trail for a while. Her mom will be down for two weeks... It may take that long for my leg to heal - I hope not.
Exercising has been giving me so much energy and so much motivation. The past few days of no exercise has made me feel sluggish and wimpy... I am so excited, when I started to run the mile and a half trail I could only run about 1/4 mile at a time... All together I probably ran about 3/4 of a mile in all when I started. Now I can run nearly the entire trail, and then I still have the energy to continue running when Im done - so I do... Its awesome and it makes me feel good to see myself making so much progress!!! Yay!
My birthday is this weekend - ugh. I dont expect it to be special. I have had one special birthday in my life - my 10th birthday. My parents threw me a surprise party. I went to Karate practice... came down to my grandmas house... walked in and everyone yelled "surprise" and I walked straight thru and ignored them all... Altho it was my birthday, I didnt know it was for me... No one had ever done anything like that for me before - they clued me in quickly...lol. I had so much fun! Never again tho, I rarely ever got a real birthday present... It always makes me sad but it'd be worse if I were used to good birthdays and then it turned out really bad... Summer - Thank you for the early email... that was so super SWEET!!! :o)
Alrighty... bed time. Much love and Nighty night nite! <--- How Cheesy!