clothes.jam.amdrew jackson.UMMUN.
normally i would be this close to flipping my shit.
but for some reason i'm calm, and excited to go get more clothes for UMMUN.
i have alot to do.
but i can do it.
i feel really sick
but i'll get over it.
the past couple of weeks i've seen something in myself that i have never seen before. and its fascinating.
if i can make it through this weekend without blowing up at someone
it will be a miracle.
but i'll try. i'm doing good so far.
i'm so excited.
i cant wait.
i love this stuff.
and i will be fine.
however, i hate packing.
and i am the worst ever at it.
its actually humorous.
Sean went back up to State.
much to my dismay.
this is the first time, pretty much ever
that i felt like we got along really well.
I'm scared now that with him gone i will mess up.
having him here to talk to really helped me alot.
i really miss my car.
alot.