May 13, 2005 23:23
High school friendships...sumwhere between the procrastination and the homework, and the friendships, and the shitty cafeteria food, and the calls to each other complaining about ppl and who u r in love with, sumwhere between the phone calls 2 old friends and the "i miss yous" and the "i love yous" and the "what are u doing tonites" and sumwhere between all the changing and growing, the breakouts and the bad hair days, sumwhere between the classes, and the skipping classes, and the studying for tests, and the pretending to study for tests, and the downright now studying for tests. I forget wut high school is all about. I forgot what it meant to cry, i forget the past in fear of the future. I forgot that u cant control falling in love, and u cant make urself fall in luv. I learned that i can love, i learned that its ok to mess up and its okay to ask for help and its ok to feel like crap. I learned its ok to complain and whine to all ur friends for a whole day. I learned that sumtimes the thing u want most u just cant have, i learned the greatest thing about high school isnt the parties or the drinking or hook ups.. its the the friendships which means taking chances. I learned that sumtimes the thing we want to forget are the things which we most need to talk about. But, basically, i just learned that my friends, both old and new are the most important ppl to me in the world and without them, i wouldn't be who i am today.
I didn't write that... but its so true.. you dont really realize what high school is all about and everything until its basicaly over and you look back on it. Like 17 more days left Seniors!!.. thats so fuckin crazy! I've been thinking so much lately and its pretty scary that it's almost the end. But dont wanna think about it rite now.. ahh
Softball we have like nine games left. We've already had like 27 i think?? We're actually doing a lot better this year and Mrs. K is like a totally different coach. We have so many games a week its crazy! we've only had like 5 practices since our season started lol.
I went to the play today.. it was actually pretty good... Good job everyone that was in it you guys did awesome
I havent even started my senior presentation.. I still need some actors anyone interested? lol. I think im gunna do a powerpoint.. then a lil video ahh I go the last day Thank god!
Hopefully I'll only have to take Mrs. Lounts exam.. everything else i SHOULD be getting a B or Better thankk goddd!
AHH prom is commin up in a couple weeks!! im so excited! hotel afterwards:)!!! I still need shoes, and jewelry and i need to get my dress altered ahhh.
Well I havent updated in awhile.. juss thought id catch up on some things:)