Being happy doesnt mean everythings perfect-It means u've decided 2 look beyond the imperfections
"Don't sweat the small stuff".. I think I need to take that quote and learn from it. If one lil things goes wrong, it basically ruins my whole day. I need to look past that one thing, and realize all the positive things going on. I thought of that today when my mom was yelling at me. Yesterday we got in a big fight, and I cried and cried and cried and where does it get me? no where. I need to realize I have friends that are always there for me, and they seriously make my life SO much better you guys will NEVER know how much you guys mean to me. Then my brother doesnt make matters n*e worse. He seriously hates me and he will look me right in the face and tell me that. He said it a few times yesterday and today he told me again. Okay? well im sorry u feel that way. It's so hard living with someone that hates you, and with someone that bitches about every lil thing I do. My dad is the only person who never puts me down in this house and I would seriously be going insane if it wasnt for him. I dunno. Todays basketball game really made me happy tho. It made me realize why i love basketball so much... last year really made me hate it cuz I barely ever played and I havent played much until this game. Granted we were up by a million and thats the reason I played a lot, but it just made me happy. From now on, I'm going to be more positive person both inside and out. Yea of course I'm not going to be positive ALL the time, but im going to try, and see how things work out. I think this will make me a much happier person. Im looking past the "small" things in life and looking at the bigger picture. I have more things to worry about then a stupid fight with my mom. This is my senior year.. and I want to enjoy it as much as I can:)