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i dont really know anymore. i want to rant and rave, i want to scream and shout, i dont know whats going on with me anymore, im getting happier and then im sinking lower, God must really enjoy the entertainment this brings him, either that or he really must hate me, to keep making me feel like this. This time its worse honestly the worst ive ever felt, i dont understand whats going on, all i want is to be locked away somewhere so i cant hurt anymore. Its a sudden shock of pressure and being scared and overwhelemed, and emptiness. Empty and hopeless is all i feel now. and honestly i dont know why.
i dont really know anymore. i want to rant and rave, i want to scream and shout, i dont know whats going on with me anymore, im getting happier and then im sinking lower, God must really enjoy the entertainment this brings him, either that or he really must hate me, to keep making me feel like this. This time its worse honestly the worst ive ever felt, i dont understand whats going on, all i want is to be locked away somewhere so i cant hurt anymore. Its a sudden shock of pressure and being scared and overwhelemed, and emptiness. Empty and hopeless is all i feel now. and honestly i dont know why.