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everything has gone from great to bad to worse to chelsey buried herself alive.
why cant i be happy?
im sick of caring so much about other people, that because thats all i do no one cares about how i feel anymore. ive fucked up more than one life in the past 24 hours, and i cant handle it. i hate everything about myself. ive dug myself deeper and deeper in a hole, and suddenly it caved in on me. the actual me is gone, i dont know if i can prentend to be happy anymore, i dont know if i can care so much about other people anymore, im honestly making myself physically sick because of it. i hate this, i hate me, i just hate everything.
why cant i be happy?
im sick of caring so much about other people, that because thats all i do no one cares about how i feel anymore. ive fucked up more than one life in the past 24 hours, and i cant handle it. i hate everything about myself. ive dug myself deeper and deeper in a hole, and suddenly it caved in on me. the actual me is gone, i dont know if i can prentend to be happy anymore, i dont know if i can care so much about other people anymore, im honestly making myself physically sick because of it. i hate this, i hate me, i just hate everything.