Aug 04, 2008 20:07
when we kiss they're perfectly aligned...
I can't remember the last time that I set the mood on a LJ post to happy. Usually it's something annoyed, upset, sad...complacent even, but happy, most definitely not. I mean, there's always room for improvement I suppose, but I'm honestly not willing to jinx things nor am I willing to look a "gift horse in the mouth", so to speak.
I'll be looking for a new job on campus for the fall, hopefully I'll move on that a bit, soon, considering classes start again August 25th. I'm incredibly cautious about how the fall will go, between my schedule of class and work and his schedule I'm concerned we won't get to spend hardly any time together. Which is upsetting for multiple reasons. But I suppose now I have a place to go to between classes, even when he's not home, which I'm incredibly grateful for. Sleeping and eating in my car between work and classes for the last 2 years or so hasn't been so much fun. Especially when it's hot outside. Man it sucks.
Anyway. I'm cooking alot more lately, experimenting with things, the results have all been supposedly great. At least anyone who's consumed it hasn't been upset over the food, so I take that as a positive sign. Reading alot more lately as well, currently I'm on the 3rd, and final (thank god) book in the Ring series. Yes, I mean The Ring as in the horribly American version of Ringu, which is the Japanese version. Also I've started to draw again, not lately, but a month or so ago I picked it up again, even bought myself a new sketch book, since my current one was running out of pages, I think it had about 2 left. Very happy with myself.
Paid off my fall fees in total the other day, I'm slightly poor, but at least I won't have to worry about making payments on time during the semester. Waiting to hear back from my professors as to whether the textbooks are necessary and whether I need the latest edition so I can get those ordered. Soon. Crap. SOON. Seeing as how I refuse to by from the bookstore on campus anymore. Total ripoff. And I can't really afford to do that right now, such a waste...
I am fairly content these days. Between reading, listening to music, occasionally watching anime , playing video games on my DS Lite (which, for people who don't know, it's a hand-held system, Nintendo DS Lite, very small, cute, uses 2 screens and the bottom of the two is a touchscreen that you use a stylus to do things depending upon the game) and spending time with the most important person to me. In the world.
I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
And true, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home
They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay
I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
And that frankly will not fly. You will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home