Short update
Friday is my last day
I've managed to mostly stop crying at the drop of a hat.
Still not happy but i can't change things.
I don't get out much and I havn't really cared to try. Really - too depressed and concerned to try and enjoy myself.
to those who've called and I've failed to call back I'm sorry. I'm being emotionally selfish at the moment and i don't mean to offend anyone and so I've been avoiding a massive amount of folks because I don't like to be seen in my current state.
to those who see me daily and can't manage to get more out of me than a few sentances here and there about things that mean virtually nothing I'm sorry - I'm coping with a whole new level of personal hell. I'm not familiar with this so - the ground is uneven and I'm trying to watch what I do rather than try and talk.
Friday is my last day....
I already miss the people I work with because I keep getting the sympathy smile. they don't talk to you when you're leaving because they are afraid they'll catch whatever you have that put you in the situation.
it bites ass big time.
I'm tired of people looking at me with pity.
I've managed to mostly stop crying at the drop of a hat.
Still not happy but i can't change things.
I don't get out much and I havn't really cared to try. Really - too depressed and concerned to try and enjoy myself.
to those who've called and I've failed to call back I'm sorry. I'm being emotionally selfish at the moment and i don't mean to offend anyone and so I've been avoiding a massive amount of folks because I don't like to be seen in my current state.
to those who see me daily and can't manage to get more out of me than a few sentances here and there about things that mean virtually nothing I'm sorry - I'm coping with a whole new level of personal hell. I'm not familiar with this so - the ground is uneven and I'm trying to watch what I do rather than try and talk.
Friday is my last day....
I already miss the people I work with because I keep getting the sympathy smile. they don't talk to you when you're leaving because they are afraid they'll catch whatever you have that put you in the situation.
it bites ass big time.
I'm tired of people looking at me with pity.