Eh

Dec 25, 2004 21:56

The presents we're cool, some of the people alright. But tonight, was another "On The Road With Mom. " Episode. Larry had been flirting with my mother, which disgusted me as he grabbed her ass, drunken fuck, then as I drive home, admiring the fog, my chest twists and turns. Stress and anxiety. My mom goes off like a grenade again. Here's our convo.

"PULL HERE! HERE HERE HERE! "
"God mom, calm down! "
"Well you die making sharp turns, like idiots. "
"So does stopping in the middle of the road. "
-Jon laughing in agreement against mom-
"Stop bein a smart ass. "
"Yes sir, sorry sir. "

Later -

"Mom, you yell at me for my every thought. "
"Bullshit, your just ignorant. "
"Yea mom, I don't know anything. "
"Shut up, all you ever do is bitch. You never admit your wrong. "
"Because you always prove me wrong by yelling at me. And you never admit your wrong. "
"I do plenty of times. "
"Yeah, I must be to many miles away to hear that. "

She says I'm a mental case like my dad, that we bottle our stress and it kills us on the inside. She said my father doesn't know anything because he's never raised me. Funny thing, she can only talk shit about him. I've never heard him utter one soul word of disrespect towards her. Only of respect. "She's an independent woman, who only needs herself to survive. You gotta respect that Tyler. " - My dad. When we parked in front of my aunt's house, she was menting how I don't give a damn about anything. I told her a few choice words.

"You don't help ease my stress. "
"People like you never leave me alone, causing more pain. "
"I was expected to do things when I was born? Wow, I didn't know baby's had to do work. "

Then jon was arguing with her because she got mad at me. So I defended him somewhat again, or at least diverted attention. "You always say because you older, you never give a real reason. Just shut up, I don't give a damn. Leave Jon alone. "

Merry Christmas once more people, much love. Excuse my bitching.
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