why?
Okay, why don't people understand that playing their music out loud on their computer for the whole world to hear is impolite? Its not like I am letting Julia Nunes blast out of my computer for the whole world to hear. No I am using my headphones like a good person. Guess what not everyone wants to listen to your throwback to middle school right now. Actually, I am now mentally and bloggally judging what kind of person you are. Just so you know. But I guess you will never know because A) there is no chance you read my blog and B) you won't even know I am talking about you even if you do read my blog. Because of course as the dumbass you are you would never think that I could be talking to you. Alright I will amend the fact that you are playing a song from Mulan, a song which I was singing just a few days ago at work. Mainly because of this video . But you singing along with it isn't necessary. Just let the world be. I am glad you have no self shame to prevent you from doing this and I am sure that this quality will help you in your life but in order for you to continue living that life I mentally urge you to SHUT UP!
I actually started this blog entry with other intentions, I even started planning it out. But the dumbass' at the table in front of me provoked in me rage and anger. ugh, well the Mulan thing dove tails nicely into one of the biggest topics I wanted to discuss. I don't know how well its known but the Disney company has a college program that has paid internships. There are thousands of positions open for all majors. I want to apply for it. I have yet to watch the 40 minute introduction video but I will when I go downstairs to use the computers in the lab. I think that it would be a great opportunity for me to get out of Michigan and find out who I am when taken out of my comfort zone. But of course there are many thousands of tiny details which prove difficult. The short list including, being away from my family for longer than I ever have before. Now I am admittedly a strong person, however that is when in my comfort zone and with my own bed to return too. Once taken out of that comfort zone and being put with complete strangers it is a slow process for me to regain that out going personality that I would like to think I am semi well known for. Then there is the bigger issue of what would doing this internship mean for my major. I am a elementary education major, what job could they need me for. How would this be beneficial towards my college credits? And then finally we have the glaring thought of work. I already have a good job where I typically get my pick of classes because I am one of the highest ranked. I know other people take time of for school and then end up getting screwed for hours once they return. Do I really want to have to face that problem. I don't thinkg they should hold me punishable for this because I took some time away from the job. I have worked year round for them. Five days a week, doesn't that mean anything anymore? Then there are the tinier problems of where would I get my medication? Would I bring my car down? Would this be a positive experience for me? Is this a good use of my time? And most if not all of this pivots on the point of weather or not I even get excepted. And I basically see myself getting hired as a lifeguard there or something. But who knows maybe I am completely wrong about this. I mean I have been wrong before... even thought I deny the fact. But the one thing that rings completely true is that I really wanna try for it and I feel like I would regret it if I didn't because it really is kind of a now or never thing for me. Dearest bloggy...what do you think?
I actually started this blog entry with other intentions, I even started planning it out. But the dumbass' at the table in front of me provoked in me rage and anger. ugh, well the Mulan thing dove tails nicely into one of the biggest topics I wanted to discuss. I don't know how well its known but the Disney company has a college program that has paid internships. There are thousands of positions open for all majors. I want to apply for it. I have yet to watch the 40 minute introduction video but I will when I go downstairs to use the computers in the lab. I think that it would be a great opportunity for me to get out of Michigan and find out who I am when taken out of my comfort zone. But of course there are many thousands of tiny details which prove difficult. The short list including, being away from my family for longer than I ever have before. Now I am admittedly a strong person, however that is when in my comfort zone and with my own bed to return too. Once taken out of that comfort zone and being put with complete strangers it is a slow process for me to regain that out going personality that I would like to think I am semi well known for. Then there is the bigger issue of what would doing this internship mean for my major. I am a elementary education major, what job could they need me for. How would this be beneficial towards my college credits? And then finally we have the glaring thought of work. I already have a good job where I typically get my pick of classes because I am one of the highest ranked. I know other people take time of for school and then end up getting screwed for hours once they return. Do I really want to have to face that problem. I don't thinkg they should hold me punishable for this because I took some time away from the job. I have worked year round for them. Five days a week, doesn't that mean anything anymore? Then there are the tinier problems of where would I get my medication? Would I bring my car down? Would this be a positive experience for me? Is this a good use of my time? And most if not all of this pivots on the point of weather or not I even get excepted. And I basically see myself getting hired as a lifeguard there or something. But who knows maybe I am completely wrong about this. I mean I have been wrong before... even thought I deny the fact. But the one thing that rings completely true is that I really wanna try for it and I feel like I would regret it if I didn't because it really is kind of a now or never thing for me. Dearest bloggy...what do you think?