tattoos
here are my ideas for tattoos.. i never thought i would get tattoos, but if they are done the way i want, then i think they will be beautiful..
i want the blue angel wings on my shoulder blades, done in a small size. i love the colors..
this butterfly i would like to get done on the inside of my wrist, with an M next to it.. it's for marley, my baby who flew away like a butterfly..
the only other tattoo i would like to get that is meaningful enough for me to have on my body for the rest of my life, would be the word 'ballerina' done in a different language.. or maybe even in english in a pretty, unusual font. other than that, i would like to keep my skin clear of any other tattoos..
this week, on wednesday, sam and i are going to start housesitting for 5 weeks in mt. shasta.. i'm looking forward to living in mt. shasta again. it will also be healthy for sam and i.. i'm going to stay at our house with our animals most of the time, and he's going to stay in mt. shasta, so we'll get some healthy space from each other. sometimes living together feels like too much for me.. sometimes i wish we could have our own places.. it's not that i don't love him or love being around him, but sometimes i feel crowded, like i would just like to have some special, personal space of my own. so we'll see how it goes.. sometimes i feel like i lose myself in our relationship, and it can feel very stifling, so this came at the perfect time. sometimes i don't feel ready for the things that i think i'm ready for.. so many 'sometimes'....
<3 <3 <3 sometime someday <3 <3 <3