Two Hundred Fifty Eighth Entry
GUYS OMG HELP! I AM BEING INSANE!!!
First of all, lemme explain something. Zakum is the strongest monster in Maple Story currently, and to fight it you need to gather around 30 people to defeat it. So the players create the socalled Zakum groups and make a schedule to do the run.
I am also part of the run, and for my Anorganic Chem Bachelor Exam I gave up my chance to be part of the 2 runs in this weekend, solely to learn for the damn exam which I hope will go well otherwise I will be really angry.
My job in the game is a Priest. A priest is needed the most in the Zakum run because we heal people so they can attack freely without worrying about their HP.
Anyway, people were disappointed back then as I told them I couldnt make it. I had to learn, I said.
All well and good. And they got another priest to replace me.
And here is the problem. I don't like it that they will finally go to the run with complete set of priests without me in there!!!
I am literally devastated to know that they don't need me anymore, I am about to burst in tears!!!
It really doesn't make any sense. I can't go anyway, so why the nerve?
That, is really, really selfish thought of me. People can even say I desert them for my exam (wait, since when is playing Maple more important then my exam, ah whatever), but I don't want them to desert me o.o
I suffer from some complex o.o
OMG!!!
I may not be selfish I may not be selfish T______________T
I don't wanna, really T______________________T