listen

[angeliquesmom]

next time i will listen carefully to ppl that warn me

next time i will follow my brain and not my heart pounding deep inside

next time i will not allow the fortress to be broken down

no matter how he cries, pleads, begs, or schemes

his voice never again will i hear

his words never again will i listen to

his lies never again will i believe

his breath is of no interest to me

nor is his existence

for he trapped me in a never ending web, he broke my heart by admitting his infidelities

so many years ago....and now, all those years i held him deep within my heart always

reminiscing the "great love"we had for each other....only to be informed it was all a

lie....all wasted time....all wasted love....wasted life....wasted tears. he shattered

what i believed in, what i remembered, what i longed for, what i thought i had.

never again shall my lips call his name, nor will my hands ever write his name

he is without me. he shall not have a part of me, not a thought, not a look, not a

glance, not a tear ever again.

/m.