1 year
Ok, so it's been an year since that day.the 20th of november 2009.the first and the last day i talked to you.the most beautiful day of my life.No matter what i do, i can't forget it.I can't believe that all this time i've been in love with you and you didn't even care.Because of you, now i feel like i'm not able to love somebody anymore.I really want to be in love again, but this time not with you.I've had enough crying and sleepless nights.I want to find a good guy and fall for him.I miss that feeling that you have when you're in love.But because of you i can only feel hate..this is the feeling that is craming my heart.You made me so cold and heartless, just as you are.You turned me into a monster...a monster who would do anything just to see you happy.:(.I can't lie.I was born to love you, not to hate you.I want you.I really do, but when you pass by me i feel so awkward and i don't have the guts to look in your eyes.I know you won't say "hi" to me anymore.I know you don't care, i know you just think that i'm so ugly, but you can't see my soul and you don't know how fast my hearts beats for you...or used to beat.
I want to end it now.No more crying, no more thinking about you, no more missing you.You were the wrong guy, i know that, but how could i convince my heart too?
I want to end it now.No more crying, no more thinking about you, no more missing you.You were the wrong guy, i know that, but how could i convince my heart too?